bigger than what I imagined

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ELI’S POV The ride back to the pack was quiet emma was sitting in the back seat ,she looked like she was preoccupied by something while lola was  sitting right next to me while looking at the window me at that time I was driving but still thinking of what happened at the airport , I remember every moment how I was heat by the intoxicating smell of emma even though it smelled familiar to me I couldn’t remember it ,her beauty she is so beautiful with her white smooth skin and her purple eyes she look as an angel and those curves and her long blonde hair are driving me pretty insane and it’s kinda worrying because this the first time I find a girl attractive  or even getting hard by only seeing her since I found my mate even if it has been years since I didn’t see her I still remember her I know I may sound like a pedophile  but I can’t get out of my head she is my mate after all and I promised myself  not to have any romantic relationship with any woman  until I get to see my mate and ask her forgiveness and ask her to give me a chance or to know that she is happy still in all this years I have never thought of any other girl as beautiful as my mate but now I’m seeing emma and feel kinda attracted by her even at the airport when we were shaking hand I felt a tingling sensation I don’t know if she felt  it too but I don’t want this feelings inside me because I promised myself to never love any other women than my mate...  after 3 hours of silence in the car we finally arrived at the pack house and I was happy because the sweet smell of emma was overwhelming and it still preoccupied me that I was still feeling like it wasn’t the first time I sniffed that scent and my wolf was calm while usually when I’m near a woman especially those woman lola is always presenting me, he is usually telling me to go away of them but it seems that with emma it’s different and It makes me more worried but we will see. ” finally ! ’’ I hear lola saying dramatically as if it had been  a whole week since she wasn’t here and i try not to roll my eyes ,I open the car door as lola and emma do the same , ‘’ grab emma’s bag up to her room ‘’says  lola looking at me but before I could say something I hear emma saying ‘’it’s not necessary’’ ‘’no don’t be embarrassed I’m sure eli is very pleased to help you isn’t it true ‘’lola says while looking at me with a freaky smile I debate with myself whether I should say something but I know that lola will kill me if I refuse sometime that girl amaze me she is not like the other persons I know she treats me like I’m a normal person  always telling me what to do  not caring whether I’m an alpha or not  usually people freaks out when they see me because I’m an alpha they all think that I’m merciless while it’s the total opposite maybe because also I never smile when I’m with unknown people so I give them a serious look but when I’m with my family ,friends or any other person I know personally I’m a total different person especially lola , she is like the sister I never had, ‘’no problem ‘’  I say while giving her a ‘stop commanding me’ glare but she only smiles innocently as if she doesn’t know the meaning of that glare I swear that girl … EMMA’S POV When I saw the pack house my eyes widened it was ten times bigger than I had imagined starting from the gigantic gate painted in black then the beautiful garden with different type of flowers  including roses , marguerites and other types of flowers then the house which was visibly a historical monument which was a bit renovated but still beautiful it was like a castle painted in white  with guards around wearing black uniforms matching with the theme even if my family was a member of the moonlight pack this was the first time I saw the pack house because the pack members who don’t live in the pack house usually they live  near the city which is away of the forest where the pack house Is situated  and  my family was one of them … Now I’m walking upstairs with lola and eli who is grabbing my bags as if they weigh nothing after passing infront of some rooms we stop infront of a door which I presume is the door of where I’m gona sleep  lola opens the door and my mouth fells agape at the sight of the room it was huge and was also decorated with some flowers and purple as the theme color and some leave prints  on the wall over the headboard of my bed which forms the word emma then I notice my bed which is very huge and seems very comfortable and some pretty other things that makes the room look even more beautiful ‘’what do you think of my surprise’’ I hear lola say with victory look on her face ‘’ honestly I don’t know what to say it..it is perfect but how did you know my favorite colour ?’’ I say as I look around me still not believing that she decorated all this room only for me which makes me feel a bit guilty because of what I’m planning to do ‘’ I remembered that when we were kids you used to worship the purple colour so I decorated the room hoping that you still like it ‘’ when lola says that many memories come back in my head of how we used to play together when we were young always doing tea parties and laughing while running around the house ‘’ I’m sorry for interrupting this touching reunion but where do I put this bags ? ’’ eli says while lola Is looking at him as if he had interrupted the most important thing In her life which cause me to giggle because of her reaction … After eli puts my bags down he said that he had some business to deal with so he went out of the room leaving me and lola alone while we are sorting my clothes from some boxes I was heat by a sudden revelation  of how lola and eli were close and that made  feel a bit jealous even if I don’t want him as my mate but still they are so close maybe she her girlfriend  but it’s impossible how can a sweet person as lola be  with a such stone hearted person even if he didn’t act as one  but I know him I saw him that night his face was like the one of the devil but it could explain why lola tells him do something and immediately  he does it I saw his face when lola told him to take my bags up stairs, he could have said no but he said yes even if he is an alpha and alpha don’t like to be commanded  my heart suddenly clench at the thought of lola probably being in love with him , I know I should hate him for what he has done  but he is still my mate and the feeling of him being around other girls makes me furious so I decide to take all my courage at all ask lola “ are in love with eli ?” lola doesn’t react immediately at my words but after like 3 seconds she shot her head up and look at me while wearing a confused look which suddenly change into a frown  ‘’ no! Why would you even think of that, I consider him as a brother ‘’ I feel a certain relief hearing that  but also scared , will she hate me after that i take my revenge she surely would do  but I hope she will understand me. ‘’ I don’t know you two seems so close’’ I say while looking at her  I watch as lola go and sit on the bed with sad expression on her face ‘’ you know after you and your parents left  my parents were attacked by rouges  one week later  I was left with no one by my side then I met eli , I was in forest crying because  I had nothing and I was starving when he saw me he approached and started to ask me why I was crying I told him everything how I lost my parents, how I lost everything I think he had pity for me so  he proposed me to come and live with him at the pack house actually I asked myself why would a future alpha want to help someone like me especially someone he doesn’t know but I had nothing so I accepted after some months me we started to become friends more months later we become even best friends even with age gape but still he would pay for me school fees and other things I needed without even complaining, I consider him as a savior the moon goddess sent me  to which I’m very grateful  to the moongoddess and eli  I don’t know if one day I would be able to thank him enough for what he did’’ hearing that makes me feel sad for her because I wasn’t there when all those things happened for helping her but also hearing that makes eli seem  as a very good guy the same guy that r***d me when I was only 12 years old maybe he changed but maybe not , maybe he is just acting to look as good alpha infront of the pack, honestly I don’t know what to think about him now  then I notice lola change the sad smile she had on her face  into a smirk which makes me confused then I hear ‘’why are you asking me about eli being in a couple are you interested in him do you already have a crush on him’’
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