Mythion and the boys took me to our place after what happened. There I cried silently recalling the time I have been through before. Clark was trying to communicate with me but I would only refuse and turn my back at him. I don't want to talk to anyone. I don't want to recall everything. I don't want to hold that thing again.. "Rosaline I think you--" "Get away from me! I don't need you!" I shouted at Raver who looked at me surprised. And when I realize what I just did, I ran away towards the door and stayed outside crying. I'm acting like an i***t again. I was not prepared to see someone lay on the floor with a gunshot on their flesh. He wasn't breathing. He was so pale. His eyes were opened. He was begging for his life. This was all my fault. I should have not brought him t

