Revenge on my two Alpha mates

revenge plan.

KIRAH'S POV

It's been a week since I've been stuck here lying on this bed helpless. This week has been nothing but a nightmare in reality. I keep hearing voices in my head calling me a loser, a failure a disgrace and much worse.

The voices in my head were saying nothing but the truth, I was all of those and more and I just wanted to meet my fate, death.

Anhur, as he introduced himself but I really didn't want to know his name or anything about either and just addressed him as the enemy, has constantly been coming into the room checking up on my wounds and trying to feed me drugs and food but I refused them.

I didn't want anything from him, not his food or his sympathy so he should just keep it to himself and stay away from me because the more I saw, I kept being reminded how a big fool I was for allowing myself to get distracted by him and ending losing my big fight.

But there was something I found hard to understand. If he was trying to distract me from the fight to be able to win which he successfully did, then why didn't he kill me and go back home and celebrate his victory instead he saved me when his pack mate wanted to kill me and now he was tending to my wounds and despite all the harsh words I've said to him, he still came back smiling like we weren't enemies and if I was strong enough that I wouldn't have attacked him by now.

He sure had a plan cause he didn't start this war just to hide away from his victory and tend my wounds, his an enemy so I was sure he had a plan and whatever it was his planning, I've already vowed never to allow myself to fall for us again.

My door clicked open and I knew he was the one cause I hadn't seen any other person come in here aside from him and sure enough it was him who came inside my room with a tray of food and some medicines.

Any time he walked in here with those items, I normally turned my face the other way and refused to take them but today was going to be different.

I starved myself throughout last week and refused to take any medicines for my wounds because I wanted to just die but since death refused to come to me, I guess it wasn't my time to die yet which is why I've used this week to think of a plan.

A plan of revenge.

I can't just lay for the rest of my life, regretting my actions while he just lived his life smiling and celebrating a victory that was supposed to be mine so I was going to eat and take my medications so I would be able to get back on my feet and when that happens, then I was going to fight him and claim back the victory that was supposed to mine in the first place and then go back home and finally prove myself worthy.

It wasn't going to be an easy fight cause he was really strong but I was willing to try and fight back with every drop of blood and strength in me but until then, I needed to eat and take my medicines for my plan to work.

He sat down on the seat close to my bed like he usually did and normally I could have turned my face over by now but I didn't and instead opened my mouth for him to feed him.

He looked surprised by what I just did, I guess he was expecting me to ignore him like I did.

"Someone finally hungry?" He said smiling at me before taking a spoonful of the food and bringing it to my mouth.

I ignored him and just took the food into my mouth. I moaned when the food entered my mouth cause it's been long since something warm entered my mouth and I've just been swallowing my saliva and I must say I missed food.

"Do you like it?" He asked after I swallowed the food.

The food was nice but there's no way I'm telling him that.

He stayed silent after that and just fed me the entire bowl of food and when he asked if I wanted another bowl, I nodded cause I wasn't really satisfied with the first so he brought another bowl and fed me and after that, he helped me take my medicines after I was done with my food and then proceeded to clean my wounds.

"Ahhh" I screamed when he touched my side, the part where I was injured the most. He tried to clean my wounds before but I didn't let him and now that he just touched it, I didn't realise how painful it was but it was best I let him tend to my wounds now so I'll be able to go through with my plan.

"I'm sorry, I'll be careful," he said

"Ok," I nodded.

I closed my eyes when he placed a cloth he just dipped inside warm water on my sides rubbing it gently.

The pain was unbearable but I did my best to hold in it as one thing my father always said to me was never to show any form of weakness to the enemy cause they'll use it against it and Anhur was my enemy so I couldn't show my weakness to him.

"You know you don't have to hold back your tears, I know you're in so much pain so crying is understandable" he continued rubbing the cloth on my side soaking up dry blood.

Show my weakness to him? No never, I would do that so I ignored what he said and stuck to my father's teaching but soon the pain was starting to get really unbearable and I couldn't hold back the tears anymore and just let them pour.

My father would be so disappointed in me if he knew I was crying in front of the enemy. But I've already disappointed him by losing this fight. I don't even know how he must be feeling now, knowing his only daughter whom he had so much hope for and thought would be a great warrior and a worthy Luna but I wasn't, but a loser but soon I won't be one anymore.

I won't be a loser anymore.

He finished from my sides and went to the leg and arm that were also severely injured and after he was cleaning them gently, he proceeded to clean the rest of my body.

I held his hand with my hand that wasn't injured when he wanted to take off my clothes.

Taking off my clothes meant he would see me naked and I didn't want that. No man had ever seen my nakedness not even my mate Ezrah and I wasn't about to show it to a random stranger and worse more, my enemy.

"I'm fine with being dirty so there's no need to clean me" I dropped his hands

"It's been a week since you last took your bath and it's not healthy considering the fact you have wounds so just let me clean you up and don't worry I have no other intentions than that"

"I said I'm fine with being dirty so leave me be!" I yelled.

My body iched me and I would want nothing more than to take a bath right now most especially a long one but if he was the only option I had to take a bath then thanks, I'm fine staying like this.

"Princess" he stared at me intensely captivating me in his gaze just like how he did in the forest and I still found myself drawn to him. "Let me clean you up," he said and something about the way he said it made me feel a certain type of way, it made me feel submissive and not just me but my wolf and I let him undress me till I was naked before him.

My heart was beating fast in my chest for unknown reason but I knew it had something to do with the way he was staring at my naked body before him.

I've always dreamt about this moment all my life, the day my Alpha mate would undress me, he wouldn't be able to take his eyes off me and wouldn't be able to resist me also and ravish me immediately but I guess that dream was dead now as the man I was standing before naked, wasn't my mate but my enemy.

My dream wasn't completely dead because even though he wasn't my mate, he stared at me the same way I imagined my mate would stare at me when he saw me naked I don't know why but I felt excited and my wolf was even excited at the way he stared at us and I was confused.

I haven't felt my wolf since we lost the fight. I thought she was feeling pained like me because we lost the fight and just stayed silent but now that another man was staring at us that wasn't even our mate, she felt excited.

Why?

Anhur finally took his eyes off me and I felt my wolf saddened after that not just her, but me also.

But why did I suddenly feel sad when he looked away, was I expecting him to ravish me? but he wasn't my mate so how can I think of such a thing?

I shook off that stupid thought in my head and retained back my focus before I did something I would regret.

Anhur brought some warm water and a cloth and wiped the rest of my body clean.

He put me in fresh clean clothes after he was done cleaning me up and laid me back gently on my bed before leaving my room.