He’s a Thug, but He’s My Thug

Chapter 16: What's Love?

I walked over to the car praying that Montana wasn't on no hot s**t. The closer I got to the car the harder my heart had decided to beat. I took a couple deep breaths so I wouldn't look nervous and suspicious when I had got over to the car next to Caine. "Ok, Annah," I thought to myself. "As long as Montana don't say s**t, you good!" I was walking towards Caine where he sat on the hood of the car and heard Montana telling him something about a connect. Good, so that meant they wasn't talking about me. Caine saw me stand next to him and wrapped his arm around me. "Oh, what's up baby?" He said pulling me into a kiss. I kissed him back and said, "Hey, bae'." He kissed me again but this time on the forehead and asked me how was work. I told him it was long but it was cool since I know pay day was comming soon. Caine and Montana laughed before Caine thought he was being rude and introduced me to Montana although Montana and I both know there was no introduction needed. "Baby, this my nigga, Floyd. Floyd, this my chick, Annah." Floyd? I could of swore this man name was Montana. I gave a fake smile and said, "Nice to meet you Floyd." I said putting enough emphesis on the name so that Montana could be the only one to notice the sarcasim. He smiled and said, "Nice to meet you too, Annah" as he winked. I rolled my eyes and hugged Caine tight to me. "Baby, can you wrap this up so we can get home?" I asked him. He looked at me confused and said, "Why, what's the rush babe?" I half lied and told him I was tired. I mean I was but I just wanted Montana, or shall I say "Floyd" out my sight.

I told him to unlock the car so I could get in and sit down and he did as I said. I hugged him tighter and kissed him for a while. "Damn, did you miss me that much?" He asked. I nodded at him. I did miss him alot but the kiss was to prove to Montana that no matter how many food dates we had, Caine was my main. No, f**k that, he was my one and only. I walked towards the passenger side of the car and got in. After I was safely in I closed the door and started listening in on the rest of their conversation. "So, that's yo' chick huh?" Floyd asked. I saw Caine nod. "Yeah, that's my Shawty." He replied. "She a good one. I can tell." Floyd said looking at me in the car and winking at me when he saw Caine check the time on his watch. I rolled my eyes and crossed my arms across my chest. "I'm finna shake man, gotta get my girl home so she can get her sleep." Caine told Floyd. Floyd nodded his head and slapped five with Caine before they got into the cars: Caine into ours and Floyd into his. Once Caine pulled off from the parking lot I decided to ask him about "Floyd". I had questions but I needed answers. "Baby?" I said to Caine. He looked at me and said, "What's up, Bae'?" I kept my focous outside the window and asked "Who is, Floyd to you?" I saw him look at me out the corner of my eye before he answered. "Told you that, Ma. He my home boy."

"Yeah, I know that but how you know him period?" I said looking at him this time. Caine kept driving and kept focoused on the road. "I ain't gone lie, baby." He started. "I got into some s**t a year ago that got me arrested and when I went to jail, Floyd was there. We talked and he gave me some connections on the outside. He told me to hit them up after I got out so that's what I did. Then some of my new connections got me hip on Floyd and told me he was back in L.A. for a while. You know, taking some days off to spend time with his family." He looked at my stomach when he said that last part and shook his head before starting back up with his story. "So they gave me the number to hit his ass up when I needed another hook up and some more connections and he just so happened to pop up in town a few weeks after you told me you was pregnant and I hit him up and told him to put me on so I could save up some money for our little Shawty, but since there's no little Shawty on the way any more, I'm a use the money to buy this Monte Carlo I wanted." I rolled my eyes and looked out the window. "I guess." I replied to him. He licked his lips, I guess cause they were becoming dry. "Why you ask, Shawty?" He asked. I shrugged my shoulders as I continued to look out the window. "No reason. He just seems iffy to me." I told him. He nodded his head and continued driving.

About a hour later we ended up picking up some McDonald's, some weed, and a few rello's, then back to Caine's house. Like always his parents were gone. We smoked about one and a half blunts and smashed our food while watching Juice on T.V. I stripped into my bra and panties and Caine stripped into his boxers and we climbed into bed. I had layed on my stomach and grabbed the pillow closer to me. I layed there like that for about five minutes until Caine came up behind me and grabbed me by my waist, pulling me closer to him and wrapping his arm around me. "You ain't goin no where else tonight, Ma." He whispered softly in my ear. I giggled and said "Ok." pushing my ass closer to his, well, you know. He then took his hand and put it inside of my panties, putting one finger in my p***y. I let out a deep moan before saying, "Um, Caine-" He cut me off and said "Your daddy never said I couldn't play with it!" I moaned a little more as he pushed another finger in and going deeper this time. He played with it for about 14 minutes before turning me over on my back and pulling my panties down. I sat up and said "Caine, I can't have s*x-" He cut me off by pressing his finger against my lips and said "Be quiet, baby." I nodded my head up and down. He then put his hand on my shoulder, pushing me back down on the bed slowly before saying "Relax, baby. I ain't finna f**k you."

I closed my eyes and trusted that he wasn't going to put his d**k inside me. Next thing I know I felt something wet go inside of my p***y. I knew it was his tongue so I let him do what he do and what he did was more than amazing! I had spread my legs out more and started grabbing the sheets as he pushed his head deeper into my pussy.It was so good but it was over in the next 7 minutes. Caine was beginning to stop and leaving me disappointed. "Why you stop, babe?" I asked him. He smacked my ass and said, "Cause Daddy can do that, the f**k?!" We laughed and I waved him off as I pulled my panties back up and turned back on my side. He pulled me closer to him and kissed my neck and shoulder. "Good night baby." He told me. "Good night babe." I replied to him. Now I don't know if I was tripping or not, but I could have swore I heard Caine tell me he loved me. I wasn't sure if he did or not so I just drifted off into a deep slumber.

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It was the next morning and I decided I was going to thank my man for all the s**t he had done for me so far so I went upstairs and made him som breakfast since I woke up before him like always. I decided I would make him blueberry pancakes, toast, scrambled eggs, turkey bacon, some biscuits, grits, and freshly squeezed orange juice. I then rolled up two blunts for him and sat it next to his plate and juice and sat out a lighter next to it so he could have a wake and bake before and after he ate. After that I made my plate and put our food in the microwave so I could clean the kitchen and wash the dishes without our food being cold. As I was was just finnishing up cleaning I felt someone press up behind me. "Good morning, bae'." I turned around and kissed Caine. "Good morning." I said back to him; draining the sink so I could clean it out and then handing him his plate out the microwave, He kissed me on the cheek and went to the table to eat. "What's all this for?" He asked me as he sat down and sparked up his first blunt I set out for him. I washed my hands and grabbed my plate and sat next to him. "Just for being mine, baby." I said to him. He smiled and passed me the blunt and I took a few hits before I started eating. I figured now would be the best time to ask him if he really said he loved me last night so that's what I did.

I passed him the blunt and said "Babe, I got a question." He nodded his head as he swallowed a bite of his pancakes. "What's good baby?" He replied, There was no point in beating around the bush so I jumped straight to it. "Last night I thought I heard you say you loved me. Am I right or am I tripping?" I asked him. He shook his head and motioned me to come to him. I got up and went over to him. He pulled me down on his lap before lifting my chin up with his finger and looking me in my eyes, He licked his lips and said "You wasn't tripprin, Ma! I said it!" I smiled. "Do you mean it baby?" He nodded. "I love you, Annah La'Niece Taylor." I smiled before saying, "I love you, too, Kendrick De'Shaun Johnson." I kissed his still syrup soaked lips as he wrapped his arms around my waist kissing me back. I stood up to go eat my breakfast again and Caine smacked my ass. I just laughed and sat down.

We were having a good time at breakfast until my phone began to ring. I looked and the call was blocked but I answered anyway. "Hello?" I answered. "You better watch, yo back b***h! Caine is mine!" I heard a high pitched voice say. I could tell it was a female's voice on the other side of the line. "Who the hell is this?" I asked. "Don't worry about that b***h, stay the f**k away from my man!!" She yelled back. This hoe trippin. "b***h get your thirsty ass off my line, Caine is my man not yours!" I told her before hanging up the phone. Caine sat there looking confused so I explained. "Some hoe just called saying to get away from you cause you were her man." I said to him. We both rolled our eyes and when I caught Caine I said "You so gay. What nigga rolls their eyes?" I laughed at him. He got up and came over to me and kissed me on the lips a few times before picking me up out my chair. I laughed as he threw me over his shoulder. "Babe, put me down!" I laughed. He laughed too and said "Nawww, you was talking all that s**t, Ma!" He said as he threw me on the couch in the living room. He spread my legs and got between them and started kissing my lips.

I kissed his back as I wrapped my arms around his neck and legs around his waist. I looked up at him and said "I love you baby." He smiled and said "I love you too!" I knew that then he was being sincere and he meant every word he said. I knew in my heart I meant it too. I knew now I really was going to have to fight hoes for my man. For instance: when I find out whoever that b***h was calling my phone, I'm catching wreck with her ass! When I leave Caine's house, I was putting Molly and Deonna on a mission to find that hoe. Trust and believe, I'm a lover not a fighter. I know this; but I will fight for what or shall I say who I love.