He’s a Thug, but He’s My Thug

Chapter 11: Family Matters

Now any other time I wouldn't trip off of Nevaeh seeing me kiss a dude. She's seen me kiss Da'Vontae thousands of times. It was the fact that she didn't even know about this dude and I lied to her. My poor baby sister is probably thinking "My big sister is a hoe." And that was the last thing I wanted my baby sister to see and think of me. I didn't realize how big of an influence I was on her until now. I knew that this would change her outlook on life and boys and how you should act with them so to prevent her turning into a hoe I would have to explain to her what happened and why I lied to her. I looked at Caine and told him I'd be right back. He nodded his head and sat on the porch and watch me walk over to Nevaeh. Nevaeh stood on our porch with her arms crossed under her chest and the look of dissappointment and anger on her face. "Look," I started off. "Its obvious we need to talk." I said sitting on our porch and dirrecting her to do the same. She looked at me out the corner of her eye and sat down next to me. "Why'd you lie?" She asked before I could say anything. "You could've told me the truth and I would have covered for you."

"I figured you not knowing would be your way of covering for me."

"But I should've known. What if it was Momma or Howard that caught you instead of me? You would've been in deep s**t!"

"Watch your mouth, I'm still the big sister in this family."

"You're not acting like it!"

As much as I wanted her to be wrong, she wasn't. I wasn't acting like the "big sister" I was acting very irresponsible and what if it was Mom or Howard that caught me kissing Caine? All hell would have broke loose and I didn't have time for that. Eventually I admitted out loud that she was right and decided to bribe her.

"How about this. I take you over there to meet him and afterwards I take you to get some ice cream?" she smiled and said "Can I get Strawberry Short Cake?" I laughed and said "Whatever you want as long as you don't snitch on me to Mom, Dad, Howard, or Glenda."

"I wasn't going to anyways."

"Alright, go inside and get my wallett off my dresser. I'll be across the street waiting on you."

She nodded and did as I said. I walked over to Caine who was surprisingly still sitting on the porch waiting for me but he was on the phone. He looked up and saw I was standing in front of him and wrapped up his conversation. "Another 'client' of yours?" I asked him. He nodded. "Everything ok now?" It was my turn to nod to his response. "I didn't know you had siblings." he said to me. "Yeah, its just me and my little Nevaeh. What about you? Any siblings of your own?" "Used to." He replied with a somewhat upset look on his face. Used to? What he mean by "Used to?" Apparently he could read the look on my face and told me that he had one older brother named Owen in jail that his parents refused to speak to, another brother named Sammy that was a still born, and two twin sisters named Rachel and Rashel. Rashel married a rich and abusive man that she decided to put before her family and her favorite brother, which was Caine. When Caine found out he was beating on her he wanted to do nothing but kill him so she just cut him and the rest of her family off. Rachel's love life was no different. Rachel was murdered by a ex boyfriend of hers after he told her she was pregnant and he swore up and down that the baby wasn't his. After Rachel kept trying to force a baby and child support on him he pistol whipped her acouple times across her face then shot her once in the leg, three times in her stomach, and once in her vaginal area. Caine swore that if he ever saw him on the streets he was going to kill him. I tried to convince him that it wasn't worth dying or going to jail over but he just would not listen. I saw a tear was about to fall out his eye but he blinked it away before I could say anything about it. I gave him a hug and whispered "Its going to be ok baby. I'm here for you whenever you need me." He nodded his head and gave me a kiss on the lips.

I heard a "Ewww..." in the background. Caine and I turned around and saw my little sister making a face at me and Caine kissing. We laughed and I told her to come over. I introduced them to each other and Caine asked what I was about to get on and I told him that I was taking her to get some ice cream. "You commin' back here after, Shawty?" He asked me. I looked down at Nevaeh and she said "Go ahead, I'll cover for you." I smiled and said "Thanks" I hugged Caine and gave him a kiss before Nevaeh and I left. We decided to go to this ice cream shop three blocks away called Rachel's Ice Cream Parlor and it made me automatically think of Caine's family. Half his family was dead and gone and the other half that was still alive didn't talk to them. s**t was crazy, no doubt.

I ordered Nevaeh a Strawberry Short Cake and my favorite Cookie Dough and cream with extra cookie dough because they never put enough in it. I talked to my little sister as we ate our ice cream and boy was she being nosey! She kept asking me questions about Caine like how we met, were we dating and what we did last night. Of course I couldn't tell her that we had s*x so I just told her that we chilled and found a way to entertain ourselves through out the night but I wasn't pretty sure on if Caine and I were dating so I just went with a simple no, not yet at least. "I like this one." She started. "He's way better than that Da'Vontae, nigga." "Watch your mouth!" I told her. We both laughed and went back to our ice cream. "Yeah, I like him alot too." I said to her with a big Kool-Aid smile on my face. She laughed at my smile and said "You so thirsty." All I could do was laugh! "Yeah, we'll see who's thirsty the next time you want your big sister to do something." She laughed along with me. We stayed there for a little longer when I had got a text from Caine.

"Hey babe, I ain't at the house right now. I had to go meet a client but I left my key under the matt for you to get in if I 'ont get home before you."

I replied back to him saying Ok and that I was missing him and he said he missed me to but he was busy soo he'll see me when he sees me. I put my phone in my pocket as Nevaeh and I wrapped up our ice cream cups and started walking home. I made sure she got in the house safely before I walked over to Caine's side of the street and checked under the matt for the key. I unlocked the door and walked inside. Before going down to his room I put my ice cream in his freezer for later and texted him that I was at his house and to hurry his business up and come home. Before I could even send the text I had an incomming call from a private number. "Hello?" I said answering the phone in my white girl voice since I wasn't sure who it was. "b***h, you belong to me and nobody fuckin' else!" I heard a male's voice say. "Who the f**k is this?" I yelled into the phone. They hung up. Really though? That prank call s**t dead! I finnished sending the text out to Caine and went to go lay in his bed. Another private call came in but I ignored it. Then another and another and another and each one I ignored. Three hours later Caine finally walks through the door. "Hey baby." I said. He looked at me and just nodded his head up while stripping out his clothes. Damn I'm not even worth a "Hello" now?

He climbed in bed with me and kissed me on the cheek before saying "Hi boo." "Yeah, that's what I thought!" I thought to myself. Once again the private number called and I sighed heavily. "What's wrong?" He asked me. I shook my head while ignoring the call. "Some dude keep calling me." He shook his head. The number popped up again and Caine snatched the phone out my hand. "Kendrick, what are you do-" I was cut off by Caine cursing the caller out. "Look whoever this is calling her, call some other b***h, cause she with me mother fucker." and hung up. I smiled and said "Thanks babe!" He smiled back and said "No problem, boo! Know that you mine and no one else's." I nodded my head and kissed him which of course led to us kissig more and feeling each other. I soon to find myself on top of him straddling him. He stripped me out of my clothes and I helped him out of his. I was about to get off of him to grab a condom but he stopped me. I looked at him like he was crazy. "We don't need that." he said to me. Um the f**k?! Yes we do! "I'm not so sure." I told him. He put his hands on my hips and said "Don't worry, I got you."

"I don't know, Kendrick."

"Baby, come on! I got you no matter what! I ain't got nothin and I know you don't so let's go raw!"

I sat there and thought about it. He say he don't got nothing and I sure as hell don't plus he says he got me. What could happen that's so bad? I saw he was patiently waiting for my response so I took a deep breath in and out. "Ok." I told him. "I'll do it." He smiled and started kissing me all over. The kissing soon lead to him rubbing on my ass and my hands feeling all over hiis abs and every single one of his tattoos. He layed me on my back and climbed on top of me as he whispered in my ear "You got me baby! Believe that!" As he entered his member inside of me. I let out a deep and soft moan as he stroked in and out of me. I swear it felt as if he was in my stomach and going straight for my chest! It felt so good, I didn't want him to stop and he wasn't planning on stopping either. He started to go faster and harder! It was like he was the energizer bunny on c***k or something! I yelled "Kendrick, f**k!" And that gave him mor amunition.

About a hour later we both had both climaxed. It was great but he had came inside of me. At first I was scared and worried but Caine had kissed me and wrapped his arms around me. "Remember, I got you... You got me!" He said to me before kissing me on my neck again. I nodded my head and said "I know." Because he was right. He did have me as much as I had him. He wasn't going anywhere and neither was I. I layed in his arms and thought about his words and let them replay over and over in my mind like a skipping CD. "I got you... You got me..." Realizing that, I decided I was ready to give my heart to Caine and I was ready for anything to be thrown at me. I felt his grip tighten on me and I felt secure as I fell asleep in his arms for the second night in a row.