ARIA
The worst kind of hangover is when you wake up to realize what you thought to be a dream is actually reality and there is no reverse button to take it all back.
I woke up in my old bedroom and rolled to the other side of the bed expecting to feel Alex's hand touching mine but only to feel an empty void, that was when reality dawned on me.
I left Alex.
I left Erin
I left the love of my life. I gave up on our love, I left them in pain and there is no way I can take it back now.
"f**k," I cried out. f**k, f**k, f**k.
What the hell was I thinking? How is Alex taking it? I bet he would be devastated. What about Erin? I left her a letter which I wrote in the car after Gabriel picked me up, but I doubt she would understand why I had to do what I did.
Do I even understand? Or am
