ERIN
Ivy is the only reason I am not getting a f*****g lobotomy right now. I stared at my little angel in human form. Sleeping peacefully on the bed.
She was only awake for a few minutes and after the doctor ensured that all was well with her, they sedated her. Dr Klite, the nice doctor, told me that she was in a lot of pain, and keeping her awake was just letting her suffer.
I sighed at the thought of her being awake being a major cause of her suffering. I wandered to the waiting room and back to the room. I stare at the clock on the wall which seems to be ticking slower than usual.
"Gosh I hate myself, " I muttered, I was trying not to think of the implications of all that had transpired in the last 24 hours but the more I tried not to think about it, the harder it was not to.
