ALEX I know what I was proposing was bizarre and seemed like an act of desperation fueled by the need to get Aria out of my head but it wasn't. Maybe it was, I felt this empty void in my heart and I am desperately searching for a means to fill it. "Alex, you can't just ask me to be your mate, it is not right, I know you still love Aria," Erin spoke in a low tone and I stared at her for a moment. "I am not denying that, Erin, I am not saying that I don't love Aria anymore but think about it, you and I Erin had always made the best team, and right from when we were kids it was you and I against the world, why can't this be the same?" I asked, it was more like I was trying to beacon her to reason with me. "Alex, a lot is going on right now and this is not the right time for us to thi

