SANDRA When I met Vincent, I had already given up on love. Not because I didn't want to start relationships again, but I was afraid to put myself out there. The feeling of not knowing weighs more on me than I care to describe. If I meet a new person, I can't help but wonder the kind of creature they were. I must admit that I was scared of falling for the wrong person again. I don't want to go through everything I went through with Hazel. I love my daughter to bits and would go to the end of the world for her, and this singular reason is why I don't see myself doing it all over again for someone else. This in turn made her feel like she was the reason I never got to have a proper healthy relationship. I tried to explain to her several times but she chose to believe what she wanted and I do

