BRANDON
For the past few days,I've been f****d up beyond f****d. I can't stop thinking about her, I twist and turn in bed every night,the insomnia hitting me hard.
Food tastes like paper in my mouth, so what's the point of eating then? I'd rather starve.
Mom has been trying to get me out of this room for four days straight but the last thing I want is her seeing me like this and blaming herself.
It's not Kimberly's fault either,it's that fucker Ronan who manipulated her in the most cunning way.
I know that cunt wasn't going to kill himself,if he did he would have already done it. Why wait for her to reach the scene?
I can't say all this to Kim because she wouldn't believe me,infact she'd even hate me for "wanting the fucker to die at her expense."
I would rather rip my heart out tha
