*Rexton*
I have never been more disgusted with myself. While I questioned my fake courtship of Gina, Luna Moonsdowne managed to drive home the possible damaging consequences of what I was doing. It was never my intent to cause Gina any hurt. I convinced myself that finding the proper gentleman for her would absolve me of any wrongdoing. It helped matters because she hadn't seemed particularly besotted with me.
I have to face the reality I behaved badly and that behavior has put Luna Moonsdowne beyond reach. Not that I have a clear idea regarding what our relationship might have been had I caught her. Her reputation coupled with her desire to return to the Western Lands indicated anything between us would be short-lived. Although now it wouldn’t exist at all.
As I approach the roulette t
