His smile falters. “Why? We haven’t done anything wrong have we?” “No it’s not you?” “Then who?” I look down. “What the f**k has Cas done now.?” “Nothing.” I lie. “Don’t lie to me Carly bear, you've been crying and you’ve never ran away from anything before.” “Well I’m not now I need time alone to process what I actually want and at what cost.” “What did he do, Carly bear?” I burst into tears. He pulled me into a hug. “Shh. It’s going to be okay, we'll sort it. I promise but you can’t keep running away Carls you need to face things head in.” “I need time Kyler just the weekend and I’ll be back.” “Are you heading home?” I shook my head. “Where are you going?” “I don’t know. I’ll find somewhere.” “I know somewhere you’ll be all alone with no interruptions and it will give yo

