Kyler
I don’t remember even grabbing out at Carly. I've been having the same nightmares over and over again since I got back from Africa. I never thought once that they would get this out of hand, so much so I would end up attacking the only girl I have ever loved. Despite knowing that Jonathan feels the same I can’t help how I feel for the girl in my arms who is sobbing uncontrollably and it hurts like a knife being pushed into my heart and twisting until I throw up blood. That's how much it hurts to see her like this because of my actions.
“I’m so f*****g sorry Carly Bear, I had ni idea they had gotten this bad.”
She pulls away. Looking at me trying to put the pieces together. “And J never noticed you we’re having them?”
I shake my head. “He’s got too much of his own s**t to deal w
