Sometimes I wanna live, sometimes I wanna die. There was loud noise coming from my reality and I groaned loudly as my brain slowly began to wake up. Looking across at my clock, I groaned again as it told me the time was barely after six. When there was no end to the noise, I angrily sat up and spent a good ten minutes evaluating the meaning of my life. Another ten minutes later I had finally calmed down and I grabbed my robe before heading out my room. To my surprise I found Carrie and both her parents in the kitchen. It wasn't really surprising that they were here, just that Aunt Rosa was not arguing but making loud noise in the kitchen as she prepared breakfast. "Good morning." I said cautiously and on cue, everyone turned to face me. "Morning." Carrie responded but I only got nods

