My body was really betraying me, and I might’ve collapsed in his arms. I used all my strength, pushed him off me, quickly grabbed my clothes, and ran out. My legs carried me before my mind could catch up. I didn’t stop until I slammed the bedroom door shut, pressing my back against it like I could keep him—and everything he made me feel—out. My heart pounded like a warning bell in my chest. My lips still tingled from his kiss, my skin still buzzed where he touched me, and I hated it. Hated how part of me responded to him even when every other part screamed no. I wasn’t here for this. I wasn’t here for him. I was here because of my mother. Because of survival. And yet… for a moment, when his mouth was on mine, it didn’t feel like survival. It felt like drowning. I quickly locked the

