Copyright © 2020 Cassey9 Chapter 86 Amber Loss and lost. Those words described my current state. Lost because my world was immersed in total darkness with Alexandra gone. Without Ale the world felt dark and cold. Loss because the only person that I ever felt her so alive around, didn’t want me anymore. Alexandra didn’t give a ‘s**t’ about me. I never cursed. Swearwords only made the words sting. It depicted the seriousness of words Alexandra said. ‘She doesn’t mean s**t to me’ those words keep replaying in my mind. And this worsened the already damp feelings I was having. I was endlessly falling into an abyss. Worse there was no one to save me. Then

