Twisted Hearts

Chapter 2

Twisted hearts

The taxi drove silently along the busy streets of New York city, I was going to start a new life a calm one hopefully .

Its been a year since I was admitted into that horror house, Immediately I left the mental hospital I began packing my bags to leave, my dad tried to get me to stay but my mind was made up already.

“Kendal you don’t have to leave the scandal's have been taken care of” he said trying to stop me

Right, my sleeping around fiasco, had my so called fiancé been there for me then maybe I wouldn’t find the need to be laid, but hey I’m the bad guy.

I barely say a word to my father since I’m not in the mood for a talk, but the guards stop me before I could leave the door, then and only then do I speak

“I don’t want to stay here any more, not because of anything, I just don’t”

He argues asking more questions but when he sees that I’m not giving an answer he sighs and let’s me.

The car takes a smooth turn into the quieter neighborhood of Riverdale. Stopping at the house address, one of the houses I had built here because I liked the city and I liked quiet. A two floor, black and grey house. It wasn’t too big, perfect.

It was time for me to give up modeling and live like a grumpy old cat lady at least I’ll have peace and kitties to bury me in their litter box.

I pay the driver and step out of the car, fumbling with my keys as I enter, the place hadn’t been cleaned since I didn’t tell anyone to.

I had no maids here, no daddy’s money, In fact I wanted to do everything without him. I’d probably get a job later.

Well that can wait I’ll live off my savings for now, I’m to exhausted and mentally unstable to think about working for someone right now I might crash out knowing I have to make money to live now.

Not because my father doesn’t want to anymore, God knows he is probably crying for me to return right now, but because for once i don’t want to me a spoilt b***h who lives of daddy’s money.

I close the door behind me and yawn, already feeling tired from the plane ride. I inspect all the rooms then proceed to cleaning the bedroom just so I can fall on it and never wake up.

Hopefully something can stab or choke me in my sleep, that would cure this aching misery in my heart,

I clean up the bed and check the showers, they are working thankfully I don’t need to call anyone to change anything, I just need to clean. I sweep and go in the shower to take a bath. I look in the mirror looking at my naked slutty body, I. remember how Clyde pushed me out naked in the halls of the mansion, I had never felt so embarrassed ever, and I wasn’t even that mad, I wasn’t angry at him . Damn would I really stay in this mans trance forever.

I sigh and look at my face, sleep had been out of the question, my thoughts never allowed me to sleep, I always had sleeping drugs injected in me and I’m guessing I’ll need to buy some now that I’m here.

I take a quick shower and put on pink pj’s , one of the only things I have that still connects me with my old life. I can already see it, the darkness that is soon to envelope me, I hope it comes soon.

The neighborhood is quiet, too quiet great, I can’t sleep. What’s the point of being tired if you can’t sleep. I lay awake just watching the ceiling all night and not getting any sleep.

Then at 3 am in the morning, I hear it, the sound that makes me sit up from my bed, its coming from outside , it sounded like a scream, one that was put out soon. I look out the window and see nothing, though I’m peeking through the curtains I feel a bit of fear that something might jump out. I decide not to bother myself with the problems of this neighborhood, then again you love here, yea but its not like I’ll be coming outside to have meet cutes with anyone.

I go back to bed, someone was probably watching a horror movie at 3 freaking am in the morning.

Once first rays of sunshine hit my room, I’m already awake, in the kitchen making coffee, I still didn’t sleep at all and had decided to join whoever was watching horror movies and watch mine, succeeded in keeping my self awake double time.

I’m going shopping for house materials today, I remind my self and check my list

A bunch of toilet cleaners and cleaning materials

Loads of toilet paper

Snacks, can foods and drinks, s**t I can’t cook, well then I’ll be going out a lot to eat out or ordering pizza.

Not like I enjoy junk food but its for survival, I need to survive. After my bath I put on dark Grey sweatpants and a black slim fitted top, my hair is up with a claw clip holding it and a hoodie over everything. Yes I’m not mentally stable but that doesn’t mean I couldn’t dress well, wouldn’t want to embarrass my father, sigh.

I head out the door, I had already ordered a ride, I really needed to get my own car, got money Kendal! ?, nope, Got imagination, yup. I would end up buying a middle class car or something

Even through the ride I couldn’t stop thinking about them, Clyde and Claire, wondering how much fun and dumb love they are having, f**k I need a drink, its broad daylight Kendal. I sigh and press my back to the car.