Blake's POV
I wake up with my heart feeling very heavy,my head pounded painfully from lack of sleep and over thinking groaned getting out of bed,I went straight to the hospital without even freshening up,just as I got closer,the nurses were running around like crazy,I ran towards Aggie's room and that was where the rush was in, the nurses kept pushing me aside until I growled loudly halting them in their steps.
"What the hell is going on,why isn't anybody saying anything about my mate?" I asked angrily and feeling really scared,one of the nurses came towards me trying to pull me outside.
"Alpha please,let me explain to you outside,let's leave them to do their work." she said making me feel even worse.
" Is ....is my mate going to be ok?" I asked feeling broken inside.
"she will be,but in order for that to happen,you have to give the doctors the space." she said and I nodded sitting down.
"Why don't you go and change your clothes,maybe when you come back you will get the answers." she said leaving just before Simon appeared.
"I have brought you some breakfast, and a strong coffee." he said but I shook my head no, I had no appetite,I only wanted my Aggie back in my arms.
" At least take this shirt and change," I changed my shirt and sat back down with my head in my hands.
" I fee like i have failed her,I was supposed to protect her,what kind of a mate am I?" I said hopelessly.
" You didn't know that something like this would happen, don't be hard on yourself bro." he said patting my shoulder.
"Alpha." I looked up and found the doctor that was helping Aggie coming out of the room.
" How is she,can I see her?" I asked standing up looking at the doctor for answers.
" She is fine now,she suffered severe internal bleeding from what i could guess as kicks or punches,a few broken ribs and some swelling.but she will be fine,still unconscious but out of danger,"he paused taking deep breaths.
" What is it, tell me damnit." I didn't mean to shout but he was scaring me.
" I am terribly sorry Alpha, we couldn't safe the babies." he said quickly stepping away when I growled loudly punching the wall behind him.
" Calm down Alpha, at least Aggie is fine,am sorry about the........." he stopped mid sentence. " did you say babies? " Si asked with wide eyes.
" Yes,they were twins." he answered back.
"Can I...... can I see her please.?" I begged lowly.
" Yes you can see her and talk to her,she may hear you and that might help her wake up fast." he said leading us inside.
"f**k" I said looking at her sleeping form with pipes in her mouth,her whole body hooked up to the machines that kept beeping.
I went to sit down next to her taking her hand in mine and kissing it lightly.
" Babe please come back to me, please don't leave us alone,I miss your voice so much, please come back." I said whispering.
" She will be fine,she has to be fine."Si said from behind me.
" How is doing....oh s**t, what did Lucy do to her ? "asked Ellison coming inside followed by Luke and Mrs Williams.
" My poor child." Mrs Williams said and I could tell that she was crying.
"Let's go and let her rest,we will come again later" Ellison said.
" I am not leaving her alone again,you guys go."I said looking at Aggie, my sinking in painfully.
" We understand,I will bring you some food,and some clothes then." Si said as they all turned to leave. I kicked off my shoes climbing the bed next to her but making sure not to hurt her, putting my hand softly on top of her arms,I closed my eyes replaying some memories of us in my head.
"I don't think I will be able to live without you by my side babe, please come back,I miss you so much." I said wiping a lone tear that escaped my eye.
I think I had fallen asleep next to her because I woke up finding the doctor checking her up.
"Good evening Alpha." he said a bit cheerful.
"Is it evening already,? how long have I been sleeping? " I asked not moving away from her.
"For about six hours or so.you looked really tired so we let you sleep,and you can sleep next to her as I think it might help her too,she looks a bit better,just make sure not to get too close as you might hurt her ok?" he said leaving. I guess I was really tired.
" Can I come in?" Luke asked appearing by the door.
"Yes come in,." I said getting down and putting my shoes on before sitting on the couch next to the bed.
"How is she doing?" he asked sitting on the opposite side of the bed on the chair.
"The doctor says she is a bit better,so I guess she is doing well." I answered taking her hand in mine.
"I so sorry about all of this Alpha,am sorry about how my sister behaved." he said looking down at his feet.
"You don't need to apologise Luke,you didn't ask her to do it." I said honestly.
"But I feel like am responsible,if I had been doing my job of guarding Luna well,she wouldn't be here." he said and I looked down too.
"I guess I should be apologising too,if I had protected her,if I had put her first,she wouldn't be here,if I wasn't so excited about her Luna ceremony she wouldn't be laying here unconscious." I said feeling sad.
"What are you planning to do with Lucy?" he asked me making me look up at him.
"like i said,I will let Aggie decide but just keep her locked away in the dungeon,I don't want to see her," I said honestly, I don't ever want to see her or she will be dead.
"ok Alpha,I will come check up on you guys again later."he said leaving,later on Mrs Williams came by and I asked her to let Ellie visit her mom the following day as the swelling on her face has gone down a bit.
Luke came back with Ellison and Si later on and kept me company for a while.
"The Silver Moon pack called to find out if you found Luna." Luke said.
"And the pack wanted an update on their Luna's health."Ellison added.
"Thank you for taking over,I will talk to them as soon as she wakes up."
I answered back.
"Are you not going back to the pack house?,you need to rest." Ellison asked.
"I said I am not going to leave her alone,I will sleep here with her." I snapped getting up and going to the bathroom,I came back and they had already left. I kicked my shoes off climbing back up on the bed holding her arm as I fell asleep.