Tomma's lover

My lover and my friend

My mind was a wreck my nerves were in shambles. I was so lost. I didn't know what to do. No I did not love that man. But I was scared it was a tragic tragic accident that I could not get it out of my head.When I got home with my sister I seen Robert. I was so excited to see Robert all these emotions come fluttering thru me.  when I should have been grieving I was finding my self drawing toward Robert. I didn't know what to do. When Robert first kissed  me my knees went weak. We spent a lot of time together over the next few days when he finally took me to bed and held me closed and kissed all my hurt away and made love to me everything felt right. I didn't ever want to be away from him again. As the weeks went on I started to get sick I figured it was because I've been through so much with stress and not much sleep.come to find out I was pregnant. It was so strange when me and Robert slept together for the first time after so many years there at his house I became pregnant our daughter was born nine months to the day from there. He had a drinking problem . I was mouthy and complicated  but we seem to make it work. we fought like cats and dogs but he was always kind and gentle and never raised a hand to me.We finally decided to tie the not about a year after our daughter was born. Two years into the marriage he quit drinking and our lives improved we raised our kids together. We learned to accept each other for who we are and to support each other no matter what.He jokes around and says that he has raised me. We have been together for 22 years now and I was only 20 when we got together.Life has been very hard at times but we have never given up. Our kids are grown and we get to spend the rest of our lives together. My body longs to be with him he is so patient and tends to my needs emotionaly physically and sexualy I never knew what true love was or what it was supposed to feel like until now. I have finally found it. To this day whenever he touches me it makes me quiver my heart skips a beat we've tried to be together so many times through the years and with all the obstacles in our way we still found each other in the end he's not just my lover he is my friend