Tomma's lover

My sweet boy

I had moved back home with my mom that my bad boy Joe was still coming around. One night we were going out and my mom said if you leave this house you're not coming back. He said let's go and I did we stayed with some of his family. He would leave me home alone all the time while he went out running with this girl or  that girl doing whatever drugs he wanted to do. I was still very naive and didn't know what most of these drugs were. His family had found white residue on a mirror apparently it was cocaine.They gave him the option go to rehab or move out. He chose to move out.But they let me stay. It wasn't long after he had gone I was riding is moped and wrecked. when I went to the hospital for the sprained ankle they told me I was pregnant. What a surprise this was too me I had no idea but now Joe is gone. I didn't know what to do. Things were  getting uncomfortable where I was staying. We had had an argument and I left walking. I went and stayed with a friend which was a bad idea. Her and her husband fought all the time. I hardly had any food I was 5 months pregnant and didn't even gain 1 pound. Finally a friend call my mom and said you need to bring her home or her and the baby won't make it.  My mom came to pick me up. In the last 4 months of my pregnancy I gained 80 lbs. When my baby boy was born I had so much love for him but I was so tired all the time and felt so alone. When my son was three months old I went to stay with a friend I met someone I knew  from school.It wasn't a month later I married him just to get out of my mom's house and I have a daddy for my baby. We were only together for about 6 months we fought Non-Stop I didn't know what to do.I found out he was cheating. Then my son's real dad came back in the picture bad boy Joe once again. I went with him one of the biggest mistakes of my life he was into drugs much harder and he was running all the time. One night my sister and her husband come over to visit my sister's husband brought his brother Robert. Robert was half drunk standing in the doorway of my home and he says damn you're looking good when you going to come holler at me. It turned me on like no other but I didn't say anything because of my living situation. My living situation soon turned ugly. Joe wouldn't keep a job he did not take care of his family our relationship turned ugly fast. Things got hard he left town. I had to move in with some friends until I can get back on my feet single mom with a one year old boy.