Ultimate Destiny

Part 2

John started the bike, thus we arrived for college. The weather was a bit foggy but it appeared more romantic to me. In fact with him everyday appears to me as a romantic day.

Right now I am sitting behind him holding my bag in between. But believe me! Only I know that how much my hands are craving to hug him from behind, holding him tightly. But again I am his best friend. I can't do such things before confessing my love to him and of course his opinion also matters! My gut feeling says that he has certain feelings for me apart from friendship. But still I fear that if I am wrong? What if our feelings dosen't match? If something like this happens then i am sure that Emma will surely turn to God. Maybe that day won't come as I have full faith on my love but if it happens then I don't know what am I going to do with myself. I gazed him while he concentrated on the roads. Don't know what is going to happen in future? But living in this beautiful present is more important to me.

From childhood till today, every moment with him makes me feel excited. The way John bullied a school boy who once misbehaved with me, his anger when Sir Samuel hit me on my hand as I was not able to complete my mathematics homework due to illness, and his plight when I went for a tour with my parents at Greece. All these memories still brings a shy smile on my face. His care, attention, affection for me always feels special. Rather than any other friends Emma Watson matters him the most and this is God's inclination that he also feels the same for me. All of you must be thinking that if our feelings are mutual then why aren't we confessing our love to each other?Well,for me future aims matters along with him. Before jumping into any kind of conclusion we need to secure our future first and I think he also feels the same & that's why he is waiting for the correct time & right opportunity. More then love, I think we respect each other, and even each other's priorities too.

My thoughts came to an end when he turned the bike and we entered the college premises. He parked his bike whereas I came down.

"lets go!"...he said taking his bag..while I noticed some girls gawking at his handsome figure. I twisted my lips and held his hands.

"yes we should!"... I replied... while he frowned looking at me...

Yes! am not ashamed to say that am jealous. I can't bear a single glance of any other girl at my would be man! I can even assasinate the one who tries to take him away from me.