Everyday was just turning into an adventure and also a reminder that I have to go back but the next morning I woke up feeling asilly rush of excitement hit me, like I was a teenager again.
It was New Year's Eve, and the last few days we’ve spent here have been nothing short of a perfect, beautiful dream.
We had a lot of fun yesterday despite everything that happened on phone call from Gary and I hid it from Luca.
I know he could tell that I wasn't as free as I was before but he still didn't say anything and he managed to make it a very good day for me.
Everything felt safe and real in a way my actual life never did.
But today I felt a nervous, jumpy feeling started to build in my stomach, like a tiny warning bell ringing inside my head. I just couldn't shake the feeling that this pe
