* TRIGGER WARNING - Possible sad and upsetting scene* Jason My heart stopped. There was a buzzing sound in my ear and i felt sweat all over my body. My face was clammy; I could feel it. My breathing was choppy and I felt my legs shaking. I was going to pass out Then that little hand gripped my tighter and I let out a shaky breath. I couldn’t move. I couldn’t think. I couldn’t even look at it because all I saw in my head was the small, bloody clump of fetus that had been wrapped in that dirty blanket. “Take him uncle Jason. He wants you to hold him” Kai said What? My eyes flew to look at Kai. He looked so calm and wise beyond his years. When I looked into his eyes; I felt like an old wise man was looking back at me. I nodded but I couldn’t move my thumb away from the tiny fingers that

