The Broken Alpha

Jason (18)

Jason

Closing the bedroom door behind us, Anna walked to her bed and sat on the edge of it, her eye following my movements. I didn’t know how to tell her about Tasha, about everything that happened and why she can’t be my mate.

I sigh and walk towards her, running my fingers through my hair. It needs a cut and I should get one, but I seem to lose track of time here.

“Just tell me” Anna said

I open my mouth twice and each time, no sound comes out. I stumble to get the words out. I sit beside her, bent my head and watched my fingers as I interlocked them, needing that strength to go through this.

“I’m a shifter. A wolf to be honest” I say, starting at the beginning

She gasped, nodding. I took a deep breath and started from the beginning. Telling her about Tasha, how we met. Our pup….Celine

“Ever since then, I’ve been searching for her” I said

When I lifted my head, the back of my neck hurt. I had kept my eyes down on the floor for a long time, not having the courage to lift it. Not wanting to see the disgust in her eyes at my weakness. At my action that caused my family’s death. When I saw her face, I was shocked! Tears were running down her face, her eyes red, her cheeks flushed.

My hand reached up, shaking as I thumbed away her tears. Anna sniffed before giving me a watery smile

“Don’t cry. I don’t like to see you cry” I said, my heart hurting

She chuckled before looking away. Biting her lip, she finally spoke

“D...do you still miss her?” Anna asked

I froze, knowing who she was talking about. I hesitated for a few seconds but it was enough to tell her my thoughts.

“A...and what about…..an..another mate? I mean, do ..you guys get another chance?” Anna asked

“There are second chance mates...but there wont be for me” I sigh

“Why?” Anna tilted her head

“I have to find Celine” I explain

“B...But she’s dead. You told me so yourself” Anna frowned

“I don’t believe she is. I think she made them all see she is dead but isn’t really” I sighed before falling backwards on the bed “I’ve been tracking her scent for three years now”

“What?” Anna gasped

“That’s why I believe she’s not dead. I was close to her scent then it disappeared. Right after that, I bumped into you guys. The funny thing is; I think it’s possible that you’ve met her, I mean recently” I say, looking at Anna from the side of my eyes

“Why would you think that?” Anna also lay down on her back, looking at me

“Because a very light hint of her was around you guy’s and then again when we went out” I explained

“B..b..but that’s impossible” Anna stammered, frowning

“Maybe to you. But to me, It makes me think that she could be disguised as someone you know” I say

Anna got up, her hair a slight disarray around her face. My d**k hardened when I saw her pouty lips, her big eyes widening. I pulled myself up and looked at her

“No Jas. I think you’re mistaken. I really do think Celine’s dead” Anna insisted

“Anna-” I tried to speak

“No, Jason! Listen. I’m serious ok...I honestly think she’s dead. Something tells me she is. You can’t spend the rest of your life living in the past. I-” Anna cut off when I growled in anger

“In the past? My family being killed isn’t just about the past” I growl out in anger

“I didn’t mean-” Anna tried again

“Or maybe to you it’s no big deal since it’s no-one you care about but this is my family” I shouted

“Jas-” Anna tried again

“Or maybe since your Deedee is a witch, that you all stick together and think nothing of killing and manipulating innocent people. Dirty, Satan worshipping, black magick hoarding vile people” I muttered in anger

I heard Anna sob and just as I realised that I had called her relative names, Anna got up from the bed and ran to the door.

“s**t!” I shouted and started to run after her “Anna!”

I raced after her, running down the stairs behind her as she took off at great speed. What the f**k? How could she do that? I heard people shout out our names as we both left Deedee’s house but I didn’t care. I had to get Anna. I was such an i***t.

Every time I used a burst of energy to run fast, she seemed to get faster. I don’t know how, considering she’s a human. I finally managed to get close enough to her and I leaped, tackling her. I grabbed her waist and we fell, my body covering her as we rolled over until we finally stopped with me under her, protecting her from the hard ground. We both heaved as we tried to catch our breath, our bodies against each other

“I’m sorry” I say quietly

Anna immediately tries to get up but I don’t let her. I roll us over and she squeaks as I am now above her. I look into her eyes and feel like a d**k; my wolf growling in my head and unhappy with the way I have handled things.

“Anna” I try to speak

“Let me up!” Anna demands

“I didn’t mean what I said. Not really” I try to explain “I’m just so-”

“Let me up Jason!” Anna interrupted me “Jason! Let me up!”

I see her start to panic, her breathing choppy and s**t! I think she’s having a panic attack! I quickly let her up, moving to the side to allow her some air. She starts to take deep gulps and I try to guide her to cup her hand so she can control it but she pushes me away. I hold her, my arms coming around her from behind as I press her back against my chest and try to guide her to breath, encouraging her to follow my deep breaths. After a few minutes, her breathing speed reduces and she starts to breathe normally. We had been silent for a few minutes when I try again

“I’m sorry” I whisper, kissing the side of her face “I’m really sorry. I didn't mean it”

“Then why did you say it?” Anna asked

“Because I’m an i***t. I know not all witches are like that. But I just can’t...Tasha...my pup. He was so small” I whisper

Anna pushes away from me and I let her even though I want to tighten my arms around her and hold her in place. I’m surprised when she turns around and straddles me, her arms going around my shoulder as she stares into my eyes

“You shouldn’t have had to see that. No parent should have to watch their child die” Anna says, caressing my cheek

I gulped, nodding as I felt moisture gather in my eyes. I felt the big lump in my throat and sigh when she puts her forehead against mine

“I’m-” I cut off when Anna kissed me

She softly grazed her lips against mine and my d**k jumped, alert and rock hard with her above me. I couldn’t help myself, I pulled her tighter against me, kissing her with more passion as she moaned.

I gently rolled her over, giving her time to stop me if she wanted. We kept kissing, my hands tugging at our clothes, trying desperately to get her naked. I needed her! Goddess it feels like I have been starved of her!. My nose told me she was ready as I smelt her scent, her juices coating her inner thighs. My fingers found her warm and wet and when I fingered her, we both groaned in pleasure.

The pad of my thumb pressed down and moved in circular motion, my mouth latching onto her hard n****e, sucking the turgid tip deep into my wet, hot mouth

“f**k! Yesssss” Anna hissed out

Her legs fell open as her hand gripped the grass beneath her, riding my finger before I inserted two, then three fingers into her sopping, wet p***y. The squelching noise of me fingering her turned us both on and I let her n****e go with a pop as I tried to take deep breaths, my c**k hard and dripping pre-c*m.

“Jasooonnnn” Anna moaned “Please!”

“Please what” I asked in a cocky manner

“Pppppleeaaasseeeeee!” Anna begged

My c**k jerked at her moan. My wolf went crazy as he approved of his mate begging us; craving our touch. I pressed my thumb down a little harder as my hand sped up, the fingers making her ride them hard. She tried to close her thighs but I wouldn’t let her. My c**k felt like it was ready to burst but I couldn’t think about me. This was for her. I felt my canine elongate but tried to take back control from Tolken, refusing to mate or bite her again. I kiss my way along her jaw as I started pumping my fingers into her hard and fast.

Anna panted as I felt her walls clench, her body starting to shake as she tossed her head, about to c*m.

“c*m baby” I encouraged “I’ve got you”

“Yeeesssssssss” Anna moaned

I felt her walls twitch as I increased my pace and then suddenly, she was there. Her body grew taunt, her eyes glazed over and she shouted as out as she came, her juices coating my fingers and leaking onto her inner thighs. Goddess, I love how much she cums! I pull out my fingers as she collapses onto the ground, her breathing uneven.

I smell her scent on my fingers, my wolf pleased with having Anna’s scent on him and without planning it, I open my mouth and suck my fingers, tasting her on them. I groan as her zesty taste fills my mouth and my canines grow without any warning. As I close my eyes and savour it, I felt her small hands wrap around my c**k, tugging it before taking me into her mouth

“Ffffffffuuuuuucccckkkk!” I shouted out, my eyes burst open “Anna!”

“Yes!” Anna said releasing my hard c**k with a pop

She got up and straddled me again, lowering herself onto my turgid, hard c**k as she impaled herself on me inch by slow inch. I could tell she was enjoying it as her face kept changing and small pants left her mouth. I felt her arms hold onto my shoulder and I bit her bottom lip just as she bottomed-out; sitting down on my c**k which was fully embedded in her.

“Aaaaahhhh f**k!” I shouted

“Ffucckkk yesssssss!” Anna said, tossing her head back

My hands went to her waist as I helped lift her up and down on my c**k, making her ride me hard. Anna cried out often as she slammed down, being impaled over and over; her breast jutting out, jiggling and enticing me with each movement. I leaned over and took her n****e and some of the flesh into my mouth and nibbled on it, careful not to cut or draw blood.

“Jaaaaaassssssssssss! f**k me!” Anna groaned

“I thought that’s what I was doing baby” I said cockily

She gasped louder when I punched my hips upwards, going deeper, harder than before. I swallow her cries as I take her lips in a brutal crush, our tongue dancing against each others.

“f**k YES!” Anna shouted after breaking the kiss, “Right there!...Harder”

“Are you sure?” I asked in a saucy, teasing tone

Anna speared her fingers through my hair and pulled until my head tilted back, her eyes flashing fire as she showed me what she wanted. I allowed her her small victory; wanting her to think she was in control when it was really me. Without warning I shifted us, without breaking our bodies apart, I tipped her until she was lying down and I was on top. I grabbed her legs and put them onto my shoulders and I jack-hammered into her, wrenching cries from her throat, her hands now gripping the blades of grass beneath her. I took her lips in a searing kiss and angled her so I could have a deeper penetration; making her breast jiggle up and down, her legs shaking as I took her like a beast in heat.

“f**k me harder...HARDER!.......yes!...yes!...right there...YYYEEESS” Anna shouted

My eye grew black as Tolken tried to fight me so he could mark her but I couldn’t do that! I had to end Celine, I had to avenge my family. I couldn't be thinking about a mate! 

“FUCKFUCKFUCK!” Anna repeated

“You’re f*****g mine!” I growled at her before I angled my c**k so I hit her cervix. I felt her wince a little but I was too far gone. When she started to moan and beg I knew she was enjoying it again. Then I felt it….I felt my spine tingle and that tingle travel all the way up before I felt my balls tighten. I felt Anna’s walls clench and her choppy breathing becoming more intense as she now rocked her hips, running to get to that climax.

“YEEESSSSSS f**k YESSSSSSSS! Anna shouted

She was there. Her legs clenched tighter around my neck, her toes curling. Her nails gripped my forearms and my wolf preened under the superficial marks there. I pumped into her hard as her juices flooded her walls before coating my c**k, Her body jerking and spasming as she exploded, her mouth open in a loud scream.

I came then, my c**k spewing as if a dam had burst, my body tight as it arched and pushed my c**k even further into her than before.

“FUCKKKKKKKK…...AAANNNNNNAAAA…..UUUUUUGGGHHHHH UUUGHHHHH” I shouted out

Spurt after spurt of c*m jetted out of me and into her, feeling I was undone with how much I came. After spasming for a few minutes, I finally could catch my breath and I collapsed, but not before I turned us so I was the one lying down on the cool ground and Anna lay spread on top of me while copious amounts of c*m leaked from her well used and p***y.

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Anna

“Are you ok?” Jason asked me

I looked at him and smiled, nodded before looking away. I’m pretty sure its been a couple of hours since we first ran out and Jason had caught me and we had sex...over and over! But I didn’t know how to answer his question as we each got dressed.

I touched my hair and made a face as I felt all the tangles, and grass strands in my hair and how damp the back of my neck was….no doubt my hair a disgusting mess which means another shower was badly needed. After the first round of s*x, we couldn’t seem to stop. It felt like that first night when we had s*x for two days straight! I think I lost count after my fifth orgasm

“Anna?” Jason said again

I shook my head and took his hand that he held out to me and slowly stood up, shivering a little. Immediately he took of his shirt and wrapped it around me even before I had a chance to open my mouth to protest

“Won’t you be cold?” I ask

“Nah” He smiled at me “We naturally run hotter than humans. To me, it feels like a warm night”

I raised my eyebrow at that since the breeze was pretty cool and the branches were swaying a little. I knew what he wanted to know but I didn’t want to talk just now. I had a lot to think about. Mainly, how do I tell him that I am a witch. He doesn’t even want me. He’s still thinking about his previous family and on top of that; he hates witches with a passion! Not only am I a witch, but a high witch! How could I possibly tell him that

“We better get going. Everyone's asking about us and have been for the last half hour” Jason said as we started to walk

“They have?” I asked, surprised

“Yea. Mind-link. All packs have them” Jason explained

“But I thought you weren't part of a pack?” I asked, confused

“I’m not, but Ray is. And as he is my twin, he was able to ask me. Plus Kai and Sophie-” He cut of when I interrupted

“Oh. You’re sister. Right” I said

“Yeah” Jason replied, distracted

“I can’t believe you’re a twin” I said with a sigh

Jason stopped walking, his hand on mine stopping me from going further. I turned and looked at him in confusion when I saw thunder shadowing his face

“Why?” Jason asked

“What?” I asked

“Why were you sitting on his lap? Don’t think I forgot about that” Jason said

“I...You...didn’t tell me about a twin” I stammered

“What’s that got to do with why you were sitting on his lap?” Jason asked with a frown

“I….came down after a shower and I thought you had changed” I said “You didn’t look at me the way you do at times. The stubble was gone and-”

“And?” He asked when I cut off

“I didn’t feel any sparks when he and I touched accidentally” I said, blushing “Of course I now know it was because he wasn’t you but then I didn’t...it… I-”

“You cried because it wasn’t me?” Jason asked, shocked

I blushed harder, ducking my head. He tipped my chin up and kissed my lips softly, his body shaking.

“Why?” I asked him “What did you think?”

Shaking his head he looked away and started to walk towards my home. He sighed then spoke

“When twins are born, they usually share a mate. When I saw you with him, I thought you may have wanted to be with both of us at the one time. I know some woman like that” Jason explained

Now it was my turn to stop. I was shocked and I blushed even harder. I opened my mouth and like a fish, couldn't say anything. Jason’s burst of laughter made me come out of the trance and I smiled

“Wow ok..two men at the one time….a menage a trois...hmmm” I said

“Don’t even think about it!” Jason growled at me “ I don’t share and as twins we never have done!”

I giggled until he pulled me close to him, my heart fluttering like a butterfly. I felt so carefree and yet a part of me was worried. How was I going to hide my witch side from Jason? He clearly wasn’t in the right mind frame to listen and he was still trying to avenge his family against a woman who was dead that he thought was still alive!

To top it all off, I was going to be granted my High Witch status soon. The process only took a few weeks after she finds her Tanniem. God! How was I going to explain all of this to him! I smiled at him, our banter lighthearted as we walked home. When neared the house, I could still see the lights on and knew they all waited for me.

As we entered the house, I could feel the atmosphere change. It was filled with tension and worry. The air felt clogged. Jason must have felt something because he looked me before smiling sheepishly

“Do you want me to make a plate up? I haven’t eaten and neither have you. You need to eat” Jason said just as his stomach rumbled on que

“Uh sure” I said, distracted

We took a step towards the kitchen when I heard my name be called. I looked up and Deedee was standing there, wringing her hands.

“What’s wrong?” I asked, feeling the tension

“Jason” Deedee said “Do you mind making both of your plates and eating, then going back with your family. I have something to discuss with Anna. It’s really important”

“What’s going on?” Jason asked

“The plate-” Deedee started

“f**k the plates” Jason growls

“Jason!” I gasp

“Please” Deedee implored “This is very important”

“I’m not leaving until she eats...and maybe even not then until I know whats going on” Jason said, folding his arms

"Jason" Deedee said in a stern voice "This is something important that only family members or mates are required for. Are you either of those things?"

Jason narrows his eyes at Deedee, looking between the people around us and then at me; his eyes stormy, his jaw clenched. His stony silence breaks my heart a little and I put on a brave face when I face him

"Let's just eat and then you can go" I said, my eyes starting to water

"Anna-" Jason starts

"Please" I whisper

He was such a contradiction. One minute he doesn't want a mate and the next he is so protective of me! After arguing back and forth and then Kai and Sophie interfering; Jason agreed but reluctantly, his anger a living thing. Deedee made us both sit in the kitchen and eat and even though I put food in my mouth, I couldn’t taste it. Something was very seriously wrong.

Before long, we were putting our plates away and Tara and Sophie helped Deedee and I pack the food away while Tara and I tackled the dishes. It was only a few minutes before Ray, Sophie, Tara and Simon walked out of our home with a sleeping Kai being carried by his father. While Jason was reluctant to leave, he did. He tried to get me to talk to him but I couldn't, I need to think about everything. We closed the lights as we walked to the living room, my head buzzing, my mind all over the place

“Deedee...please tell me wh-” I cut off

I almost fell with the weight of the other body grabbing me from behind. For a while there I thought we were being attacked until I heard sobbing. The kind that broke your heart to hear. I turn my head and almost gasped in shock

“Kelsie?” I asked, confused

“I knew I felt it” Kelsie sobbed, her arms around me tighter “I ne..never...thought it though”

“What’s going on?” I asked

Kelsie let me go long enough for me to turn and face her before she thrust herself into my arms, her tear stained face buried into my neck. My heart thudded against my chest so hard that I thought I was having a heart attack. All I wanted to do was hold her tight and rock her. What...the….fuck? Was I gay? I mean, I don’t think I am considering I just had a s*x marathon with Jason and I have Tannirm. But all I want to do is take her to bed and….sleep with her. Not sexually, but to rock her to sleep.

“I wish I knew then!” Kelsie sobbed “We wouldn’t have wasted all this time”

“Erm...I...uh…” I didn’t know what to say as I darted my eyes to Deedee and Scott who were both watching us

“I felt a connection that day but never dreamed it was this! You don’t know how much I have missed having a sibling. After Aaron….and now finding you” Kelsie sobbed, her body shaking

“Me?” I asked, confused

“To have a sister….a sibling again, god Anna, you don’t know how much I have wanted this!” Kelsie said

“I think there’s been some kinda mistake” I start to say

“There’s no mistake darling” Deedee said

“What? What are you talking about?” I asked

“You...me...being sisters” Kelsie said, finally letting me go

“We’re not sisters” I said, my body going cold

“We are!” Kelsie insisted “You and me. Sophie and Shelly are our cousins. Our family”

“I...no, this is not ...Deedee” I say, my eyes watering

“Oh love. I’m so sorry. I should have been honest but I couldn't lose you” Deedee said

“Honest about what?” I asked

“About who you are” Deedee said

“And who am I?” I asked quietly

“A sister to Kelsie…...And the first daughter to Celine” Deedee whispered.