Back to California.... There are times when you don't understand what you should do. Sometimes there is difference of opinion between our heart and brain. At times we have a strong urge to follow our heart but then our brain flashes us the thought of being hurt and I think most people get confused between that. My last visit to India was unimaginable. I never thought that Asad's behavior would change drastically over there. Over here he was cold towards me and there he was intently trying to make conversations. I still can't grasp how he behaved on our day of leaving India... Flashback.... "Bhabhi (sister-in-law) have you seen my novel?" Elnaz asked as she searched the sofa set. "I think... What?" I questioned her back all shocked. " Novel. You-" " No! You called me differently" I

