So I will say, I was not easy, but I have to admit, I was treated like a queen. I could eat anything I wanted and my wishes were like everyone's commands. Especially Jeff. As strange as it was, he was like a little puppy hopping around me. It's been about six months now. The weather was already warm as it was May. I waited impatiently for summer. In a way I couldn't wait to give birth and see my baby, but at the same time I dreaded it. My mind kept thinking about having to give my child away. At least I got to keep it for a year. But that would probably make it even harder to part with it. As I was a pregnant emotional mess I cried everyday, thinking about all that. Jeff was nice enough to comfort me and he even stayed home with me more often than usual. Everyone also living in the ma

