Grove It's been four days since Clover found me down here. Each day she has come down and told me more details about the things which happened to her when in Deathlands. It turns my stomach. At first, I thought she was doing it to guilt trip me but then I realised she was doing it because she needed to speak about it. ‘Have you told Emrys any of this?’ I ask her as she sits on the mattress next to me. Her head was on my shoulder. Each day she has got closer to me and each day I’ve welcomed her touch and closeness. ‘A little. I told him who I am so if he wants to change his mind about me when he realises I deserved to be there, then he can. I haven’t told him the details but I didn’t want to lie to him about who I was.’ The way I guess he’s lying to her about how he got her out of there.

