Stacy. I was trembling as I held the mic and sang. Unexpectedly, I went up the high bar I dreaded and cracked. Shoot! They won't say yes. I messed up. I should have stuck to the lower bar. As I walked away from the stage, I was glad to hear the positive comments but very worried about the crack. I don't think I will ever be able to forgive that buhh hole of a man that shot me. I lost my friends and my voice. Did I tell you I am the only living survivor from the school mass shooting? Yes I am. Running into the forest sort of saved my life. For the others, may they rest in peace . I can't imagine how brutal that moment must've been for the parents. I hope they find healing during these tough times. It may have occurred years ago but the pain is very fresh for them. The bastard respon

