JJ'S POV
I was crying alone in my room. "I like you, Keiryp. I like you so much. Please... Don't fall to P'Drake. You're the first woman who made my heart pound like crazy. Please. Why? Why can't I-"
I didn't finish what I was about to say. What the f**k.
K-Keiryp's standing in the front of my door.
I forgot to close the door. Stupid.
I stand up and turned my back at her. I wiped my tears and looked at her.
"I was practicing my line. How did you get here?" I said while doing a fake smile.
"You dropped your wallet. P' Drake... tsk... Sent me here." She said.
"I-I heard it all. Do you want to talk about it?" She said.
Damn.
I sat in my bed and looked at my feet. She walked and sat beside me. She touched my face with her two hands and turned my face to her. She wiped my tears and smiled.
"You're cute." She said.
(I looked away. I'm not in the mood for it pero kung ikas sheerrrr wey neettttt we can talk about it naman debaaaaaa -Kal)
(Kung p'wede lang ilagay 'yan e lmfao -kal)
I looked away. I'm not in the mood for it. I was mad at myself for not telling her the truth. The truth that I like her.
"You know what, I hate myself." I said. She looked at me as I continue speaking. "I-I hate myself for not telling you how I feel. I-I get jealous when someone approaches you. I felt jealous when you smiled at... P' Drake while ago." I said.
I sighed.
"What do you like about me?" She asked.
I stayed quiet for a while.
"I kept thinking of a reason but I don't have any... Except you being you." I looked at her and she watches how I hold her two hands. "I like when you're touching my face. It gave me warmth and feels that I haven't felt before." I added.
"But I need to be patient that's why I don't confess to you but..."
Her faced remain a little bit shocked.
"When I'm with you... I feel safe. I feel loved. I feel you.
I... Like you. Can I... Court you?"
I said. We smiled and blushed. We look against each other.
"I think you're really cute." She said. "Don't joke now. Please?" I said "I'm not jokinh but uhm... You can." She said. "Really?!" I said and looked at her. I was surprised. "But... You have to tell my grandma, Papii and Mamii first." She added. I got worried but I have to do this.
I have to do this to make her love me.
"Sure. I'll do it to prove that I'm serious in you." I said.
"I'll... Call my grandma now if you are really serious with it." She said.
"Of course I am. Go, call her. I don't want to hide my feelings and I want to let this heavy feeling out. I'm... Serious" I said then she called her grandmother.
"Grandma! How are you there?" She asked. "I'm fine. Keikei, thank you for sending medicines and money. It made me breathe much better." Her grandma replied. "Who's that man beside you?" She added. I looked at Keiryp then she whispered "Introduce yourself."
"Ah, oke" I whispered. "Sawadeekrap! I'm Jj. An actor here in Thailand. Uhm... tsk" I took a deep breath. I can do this. "Can I have your permission to court Keiryp?" I said. My hands are sweaty. "Oh... I think Keiryp is old enough to have a boyfriend. For me, you can but you have to ask Off and g*n because they're Keiryp's manager and second parents." Her lola said. Yes, it's approved. "Thank you. I promise not to break her heart." I said while smiling. "How about you Keikei? How are you?" Her grandma asked.
I leaved them in my room for a while. They talk for a couple of minutes then Keiryp went down to our Sala. I can't stop smiling at her. Shia.
"So... Are you ready to face Papii and Mamii?" She asked. "Yes" I said. "Let me call them first." She said. I nodded.
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KEIRYP'S POV
"Papii? Mamii?" I said to the phone. "Oh, where are you now? Are you already at home?" Mamii asked. "I'm about to go home. Uhm... Can I go to your house?" I asked. "Of Course. I'll cook. What do you want?" Papii said. He sounded like he ran when she heard that I'm coming. "Anything is fine as long as you're the one who will cook. Uhm... Can I have your address?" I said. "Sure, I'll send it to you right now." Mamii said. "Okay, I will be there in a bit. Can I bring a friend?" I asked. "Sure, take care Babii" Papii said. "Okay! I miss you both. Bye!" I said and hanged the phone up.
"Uhm... They said, you can come. Let's go." I said. "Okay, let's go." Jj said while smiling.
We went to the address that Mamii sent me. Woah. There's a big gate. It was open so we came in. There's a huge lawn and trees in the corner. Green. Our favorite color. I doorbelled and Mamii welcomed me with a hug.
"Babiii-" Papii shouted while runnig towards me wearing a pink apron and a pink gloves. "Why are you here?" Papii said with a serious face. Funny how he change his mood and face in one second.
Suddenly, it rained.
"Let's talk inside. It's raining." Mamii said.
We went inside and sat in the kitchen. Papii is too damn cute wearing an apron and gloves. A husband material. "Let's eat first." Papii said. He cooked a steak with fries. "Woah, Papii, this looks appetizing." I said. Papii smiled and served the food to us. While eating Papii asked Jj.
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PAPII OFF'S POV
"So, why are you here?" Jj put down his fork and clears his throat. "Uhm... I need to ask your permission to *thunder* Keiryp." Jj said.
"What?" I asked. Damn this thunder.
"I said, I am asking your permi- *thunder*"
"Can you repeat it? I-I didn't heard what you just said." g*n said and drank some apple juice.
"Damn this rain and thunder." Jj said and breathe deeply.
"I SAID I WANT TO ASK FOR YOUR PERMISSION TO COURT KEIRYP! I LIKE HER SO MUCH! HER GRANDMOTHER ALREADY APPROVED. I WILL KICK THAT THUNDER IF HE INTERRUPT AGAIN!" Jj shouted.
I flick his forehead. Why is he so loud. Wait... Courting?
"I don-" I was about to speak when g*n said "I agree. You said grandma agreed and I think she's in the right age to be courted with someone."
"g*n!" I shouted. She raised his eyebrows so... I'm scared. I... can't fight with him. He is my boss. My love. "Okay... No, I don't agree." I changed my mind. I don't want to see Keiryp going back to our house crying or hearing from her manager that she's crying in her room. No.
"Papii" Keiryp said. Aaa her voice is very cute like g*n. I can't fight them. No, Off, you can hold it. "I said no. You are young and-"
"Papii, he will just court me. It's like we will get to know each other and stuffs like that. If It didn't work out... Well I just have to tell him to stop courting me. Thee decision is on my hands." She said.
"That's my daughter!" g*n said
Jj looked sad.
"I can't promise anything because promises are meant to be broken. Let me just show and proved how much I love her and that I always care for her" Jj said and looked at us one by one.
Woah. This kid is different. He sounded... Just like me. Hehe. I remember how I confess that we are together in front of our parents. I was nervous but i have to fight it, for my love, my g*n. Anyways...
"If I saw Keiryp!... *taps the table* coming back to her apartment or here *taps the table* crying and saying that you hurt her *taps the table* you will be dead. *taps the table loud.*"
Keiryp and g*n laughed. "Is your hand still okay?" Keiryp asked. "Look *laughs* it's all red!" g*n teased.
It hurts. But wait. Why is Jj laughing? He should not laugh. He might think that I'm not serious.
"Don't laugh. I'm serious. Especially in you!" I pointed at Jj. "Don't ever! *taps the table.* Fine, fine, it hurts. Just don't hurt her. Let's continue eating." I said.
They all laughed. We finished eating. Jj said "Thank you for the food. I- I should get going. I have a shoot tomorrow afternoon." Keiryp waved her hands and I hold her her hands. No. Don't have at him. "Let me send you off." I said. "O-okay..." Jj said. "Don't be harsh on him" g*n whispered.
We went outside. "Glad the rain stopped." He said with a nervous voice. He can't even look at me. "Nong" I said. He was a little bit shocked. He didn't continue opening his car. "Why, Phi?" He asked. "I don't want to interfere or be mad at you. I-I just don't want her to be hurt. I just have one thing to remind you." I said. He nodded. "Just don't let her come home crying because someone broke her heart. We want to adopt her in the right time so I don't want her to be hurt. She's been hurt long time ago when her parents died. I-I just can't... I can't handle and I don't wanna see her crying." I added. "P' Off. I will show and proved that. I won't break your trust. She's in the right man." He said. "Take care." I said. He drove off and I went inside. I saw Keiryp helping g*n washing the dishes and chattering.
"Keiryp... We will talk. Sleep here." I said and went upstairs.
Minutes later, g*n and Keiryp went to my room. I and g*n's room. "Sit here" I said. The both sat down beside me. Keiryp felt nervouse. I can feel it. "Babii... If you're mad at me for being possessive, I'm sorry." I said and pat her head. "I-I know you've been hurt before and when I saw you crying few days ago it just... Breaks my heart. So, I'm taking a lot of care of you so you don't have to cry again." I added. She hugged and said "Papii, I'm not mad. I know that you're just concerned and I know you love me that's why you're being like this. I love you Papii. Thank you." She said. I am touched. I hugged her tightly.
These are the moments that I want to treasure forever. It's all priceless.
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MAMII g*n'S POV
They look so cute. I took a photo of them and a boomerang and posted it on my i********: stories. I joined the hugged and we slept together.
It feels nice.
Sometimes, home isn't a thing. Sometimes it's a person.
Off and Keiryp is my home.
(BL Series and Kpop is my home - Kal)
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ALLISON'S POV
I saw Jj crying and walking away from Keiryp and P'Drake.
This girl is something. How can she make Jj cry?
I have to do something.
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End of Chapter 9
"Confession"