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After their class she went home straightly. She didn't expect that her whole family were in their house. Her two sisters with their husband/s and daughters and her father. She was just looking at them. They were really happy being together again like there was nothing happened before. She wanted to join them but there was something stopping her. She wanted to hug them like before but everything had changed. Lies, heartaches, and pains had changed everything. Her father came near her and hugged her.
"How are you?"
Her father asked and she didn't respond.
"I missed you so much my baby Sab."
Her father told gently.
"Take off your hands! I can't breathe."
Sabrina told her father loudly. Anger aroused within her whole system. Her sisters looked at her the moment she said it.
"I just wanted to hug my baby daughter. How was your day in school?"
Her father asked her in a concerned tone. Her father loved her so much but Sab couldn't see nor feel it because of her anger.
"Well I am definitely fine. I'm doing good...you know I don't want to be the cause of having 'bad image' of you."
Sabrina told her father harshly. She forced her father to take off his hands on hugging her. Sabrina's father just looked at her. Her father understands why she was like that. Sabrina thinks that no one could ever hurt her because she was very tough.
"I need to go to my bedroom now because I have lots of assignments to do and I'm very tired. So may I leave now?"
Sabrina asked sarcastically. She couldn't stand talking to him and seeing they were very happy being with each other. Sabrina thought that they lied and pretending again. She stopped herself from saying anything that could hurt her father. Sabrina left them in the sala and went straightly to her bedroom. She didn't bother to greet her mother. She doesn't care if her mother gets angry. She lay on her bed and buried her face on the pillow. Sabrina heard how they laughed and she got happy for her sisters but she was not believing everything between her mother and father were real. She turned on her MP3 player and put her earphones on. She closes her eyes.
Sabrina grown up having grudges from her parents; especially to her mom. She couldn't think of anything but let them feel her madness. She always shouts because of her anger that she couldn't hide. As soon as she wakes up, she went out of her room. She was on her way to the sala when she heard that father and elder sisters were still there. Her mother was laughing like she hadn't argue with her father. She gets curious how her mother still talks to him like she never knew about his affair. Then she remember, "oh she never loved him anyway". If she has that chance to choose a family she would never chose her mom and dad. She loves them so much but they just ruined the "perfect family" she has been very proud of. She went back to her room and waited 'til her father and sisters left home. As they arrived, Sabrina went to the kitchen and prepares her dinner. She gets terrified when her mom shouted,
"What was your problem? Do you really need to show them that you're not even respecting me? I am your mother, Sabrina!"
She looks at her without a sign of getting' scared. Until, her mom started throwing their utensils. She was starving but she knew that she couldn't eat now that her mother starts making a scene, again.♀️ She had been like that since her grade school. She put her food on the fridge that she has prepared for her dinner.
"You're a spoiled brat Sabrina. You never listen to me."
As she slapped Sabrina.
"How could I, mom?? When you've chosen being annulled? You never ask what I wanted and needed. You never loved your husband which is my father. You always go after the money. And wanna know what's worst than that, mom? You're only living for yourself."
And, for the first time she let out those words she was hiding for a very long time. Tears slowly falling from her mother's eyes.
"Sab it's for you and your sisters. When would you understand that I did it for you and your siblings. I loved your father, just had to decide and accept things between us."
And still, Sabrina wasn't believing her reasons.
"Oh come on mom... Now, if you'll excuse me 'cause I have a lot of school projects."
The next day...
Sabrina walks along the hallway when she saw Austin standing on his locker. 'Do I have to approach him?" she asks herself.
"Hi Austin! Ah... you've been early for our first subject."
Austin faced her and slightly smiles.
"Nah. I'm waiting Railey."
Sabrina gets confused that makes her facial reaction changed. Austin snapped his fingers.
"You okay Sab?" asks Austin then Sabrina looked at him seriously.
'Why is he calling me Sab? Are we even close?" Sabrina does not realized that she says it louder.
"Oh I thought it's okay for you if I call you Sab," he says dismayed.
"Yeah... yeah"
After a few minutes, Railey arrives accompanied by Martin.
"Hi Austin! Oh you're here Sabrina."
Her bad side was startling to get out.
"Of course, I'm your best friend Railey. Right? Where would you want me to go? Or should I say, who do you want me be with?"
Austin glares and parted them. Martin interrupts their conversations and gave the bouquet of flowers.
"This is for you, Sabrina. Well ah... hope you like it."
Sabrina smiles genuinely and thanked him. She does not want Austin turns out hating her. Martin left the moment she receives his gift. Railey gets along with Austin going to their classroom. She goes straightly to their room then she saw Austin sitting besides Railey.
"Where do you think will I sit Mr. Austin Bazzare?" she asks nonchalantly. Austin looked at her then he smirks.
"Why won't you just sit at the back since it's not occupied?"
As he pointed the last chair. Her charm and bad ass personality could not be used against Austin. She goes straightly to the chair left at back and put her things on.
"Hays... stupid creäture."
Austin amused at her. He was watching how she gets mad and rants. Austin notices she was ranting herself. She glances and glares at him for abt' ten seconds. Nevertheless, she does not think if he'll be turn off because of her attitude towards him. She gets bored as time goes by because their instructor is not yet coming. She stood and walks on her way thru' the door but unfortunately she does not notice Austin blocked her way that made her slips on the floor.
"Ouch! Ugh... What's your problem, huh??"
She asks rubbing her butt. She was pissed off but she tries controlling herself not to freak out. Uncertainly, Austin smirks.
"Nothing Babe."
Sabrina glares then stands gracefully. She holds his collar and pulls him closer, "Don't ever start a game that you can't handle, Babe" she whispered. Sabrina swiftly went out of their room and headed to the restroom.