Saving Him

The fight that can't be fix

Tomorrow we will go to Toronto for their tour, They'll be busy for a month and I'll have my peace.

“I'm bored." Jack said, everyone has their own world. Dane have his earphones and writing, Zed is playing games with Jason on the computer, Warren is reading a book. Did I just get deja vu? but the thing is that there is much more tension because of the fight.

“Hey! let's do something today." I said everyone look at me.

“Let's play Spin the bottle." Jack said.

“I'll go get a bottle." Warren said, he rushed to the kitchen and came back holding a bottle of coke.

“Ok, Instead of truth or dare let's change the rules. It's always truth but if you didn't want to answer you have a choice. to be the slave for a month of the one who gave you a question." Jack explained.

“Ok, I'm an honest person so let's game.” Jason said. Jack started to spin the bottle. The bottle stop pointing at Dane.

“I have a question.” Warren said. Oh boy... this is a bad Idea.

“Why did you do that and lied to me?" he asked.

“Because I like her from the very start before you even met her. We like each other Warren just face it. I'm sorry if I betrayed you I hope you can forgive me.” Warren stand up and punch him. it was too fast we didn't even have a chance to react.

“You deserve that.” He walk out, I followed him. He was in the garden calming himself.

“Hey... I'm sorry if I'm being nosey."

He looked at me. His eyes are full of sorrow.

“I'm not mad just because of Natalie actually---but because out of all people why him? He was my best friend. We grew up together, I was there when he lost his sister and he was there when I lost my grandmother. Why it always has to be him?" What did he mean by that?

“All of the one I love are always using me to get close to him.” Hearing that makes my heart broke.

“I know It's hard for you to forgive him, and I know Dane is wrong. Take your time to move on, everything is gonna be ok." I said. He touched my hands and our eyes met.

“Thank you for being here right now.” he said.

“Have anyone told you that you have a beautiful eyes?” I was confused when he said that, he never look away.

“No one. Why?” I said and he smiled.

“Then I should be the first one to tell you. You have a beautiful eyes.” the way he stares at me makes me Uncomfortable. I remove my hands from his.

“I should get going.” I said. I didn't wait for his response and left. That was weird, and I don't like that stare.

“Are you ok?” Oh great! Now I bump into a person I want to avoid.

“Yeah I'm fine.” I said.

“How is he? Did you talk to him?” He sounds so worried about his friend.

“Actually, no. He was still mad about what happened. Let's just give him a time to move on." I said, I don't know why but he hugged me tightly.

“What was the hug for?” I asked.

“Just stay, I wanted to do this for a long time." he said and I can hear his heart beat.

“You've been avoiding me and I don't know what to do.” Why is he doing this to me? If he keep doing this to me I might failed the mission. We can't do this, If he only know that I'm from future.

“I miss you so much.” His hug become more tight and he place his head from my shoulder. I want to remove myself from this hug but I can't, part of me want this.

“I'm sorry." I said and remove myself from that hug. He tried to smile.

“I just miss your cooking” His tone is different from earlier. “You've been avoiding me and I miss the taste of your cooking.” This guy is a walking mix signal.

“Don't worry I'll cook for dinner later.” I said and my face become sour. I left him there and I'm kind of mad.

after I cook some food I noticed that Dane is quite. This room is full of tension. Before when I was just a fan, I saw them as a perfect group of people without any flaws, but now? I can see them as a human. a person who has their own flaws and problems.

I thought I know them very well but seeing them I feel like this is the first time I get to know them. All I know is their favorite color, food, hobby, but outside of their life in camera I don't.

“Warren. I'm sorry for everything." Dane said but warren didn't say anything. I understand them both.

“This will never end. Warren, when his mad he hold that grudge for a month or longer than that. I remembered when I broke his newly bought watch? He didn't talked to me for a whole 4 months.” Jack said.

“This is different. if he didn't talk to you for 4 months... how about now? this could take a years." Jason said. Now I'm worried, Because back in 2018 they decided to disband because of misunderstanding.

“They'll figure out that themselves. Those two are inseparable, They were Best friend since 5 years old." Zed said and they agreed.

“Don't think too much about it Cynthia." I looked at him and he smiled.

They were now watching movie. A horror movie but Jack covering his face. I want to laugh at him because his the one who came up to this Idea.

“Cynthia, Can you come with me? I'll just buy some soda.” Warren said. Honestly I still want to avoid this guy because of what happened earlier, the way he looked at me.

“Ok." I said and we step outside.

We we're walking quietly. None of us spoke, I want to start a conversation but I don't want also. Until we reached the convenience store we didn't talk.

“Do you want something?” He asked.

“No I'm fine.” I smiled. He pick up a chocolate milk, Three pepsi and Two coke.

After he pay for those he gave me the chocolate milk. At first I don't want to accept it but I still accept it.

“Let walk around for a little bit." He went for a different direction and I followed him. He sat at the nearest bench. This bench is familiar... this is where I saw Greg!

“You can sit if you want.” I actually hesitated to sit beside him, but maybe it's just me who think this differently so I sat beside him.

“Did I offend you earlier? I'm sorry about that." He said. Yeah maybe I'm wrong about it.

“Its fine. I'm just you know... not used to any compliments and it was actually makes me uncomfortable."

“Well now you should use to it because I'll compliment you every single day.”

“Why? You don't have to do that."

“Because I want to." there it goes again. that tone and stares. I don't like it actually, so I stand up immediately but he caught my arms.

“Hey... you'll walk out again?" I'm I just assuming that his voice turning soft?

“The moon is pretty isn't it?" I look at the moon and he didn't lie.