CHAPTER 18
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" We need to do the operation " narinig niyang sambit ng isang tinig. Malapit lang sa kanya ang nagsasalita. She want to open her eyes pero pagod na pagod siya.
" She will wake again right?"
That's her mom's voice. Nasa hospital nanaman ba siya?
" What do you think?" It's Dr. Simon's voice.
" Simon you know it's complicated, lalo na ngayon at nasa mahirap siyang kundisyon, it's just a miracle that she survived "
Narinig niya ang paghagulgol ng mommy niya. She want to comfort her but why? Bakit hindi niya magalaw ang katawan niya.
She want to talk and tell them that she's alright.
" What do you think Dad it's the same situation and I don't want it to end like what it ended years ago " malungkot na sambit uli ni Dr. Simon.
Alam niya kung sino ang tinutukoy nito. She knows, she know it very well.
" We need to do a transplant but we don't have a donor kaylangan nating hintayin ang donor niya the first option on her operation is not acceptable anymore at ang tanging solution na lang na natitira ay heart transplant I hope she is alive until then "
Her mom she's crying again. He's a doctor bakit kaylangan nitong sabihin ang bagay na iyon sa mommy niya.
Her mom suffer a lot.
" Where going to find a donor we will" pursigudong sambit muli ng mommy niya.
She wish that she will stop. Pagod na siya at alam niyang pagod na rin ang mommy niya.
Gusto na niya itong pagpahingahin sa pag-aalaga sa kanya.
" France kapit lang Darling everything will be alright " narinig niyang sambit ng mommy niya.
She want to answer her but she can't. She can't utter any word.
" Darling please be ok, nandito lang si mommy, iniwan na ko ng daddy mo at sana wag mo naman akong iwan, I love you so much, I love you more than my life, ipagpalit ka man ng iba ako hinding hindi kita papalitan mahal na mahal kita France please hold on for me, kahit na sabihin bilang makasarili ako hindi ko kaya France hindi kita kayang bitawan "
Mom I know you love me but your already tired. Alam kong pagod na pagod ka na sa paglaban and if you want me to let go I will but because you want me to fight I will do that because I love you mom, I really I'm and I always will.
" France Darling please wake up I'm here I will always stay beside you I love you Darling "
She's crying she keep on craying, mom please stop. You don't need to cry I'm alright mom please. I don't want to hear you like this I love you so much please sto crying mom.
She keep on trying to move her finger but she can't. Pakiramdam niya ay may mga bakal na nakalagay sa mga kamay niya. She can't move she can't talk she's helpless.
France move please tell her that your alright, move you hand move out for her so that she can stop crying. She just want you to be ok. You can make it France.
She's encouraging her self to move but she can't, it's hard to move. She try it again and she keep.on trying until her mom stop sobbing.
" France " she hear her voice with joy.
" Dr. Simon she moves "
She hear some movement from her bed.
She tried to open her eyes and she see some light. Nasilaw siya sa umpisa but she do her best to adjust. The first one who meet her eyes is her mom. Her eyes is full of sadness and joy. Ngayon nya lang nalaman na pwede palang pagsamahin ang dalawang emosyon na iyon.
" Do you hear me France? " Dr. Simon ask her.
" You can raise you hand if you can "
I move my hand and he smiled.
" She's alright from now but she will stay in the hospital for the meantime " baling naman nito sa mommy niya.
" Thank you Dr. Simon "
Pagkaalis ni Dr. Simon ay lumapit na uli sa kanya ang mommy niya.
" Tinakot mo ko France " maluha luhang sambit nito habang hinahaplos ang buho niya.
" Wag mo ng uulitin yon Darling that was the scariest call that I received, sobra ang takot na naramdam ko when someone call me and he told me that you are in the hospital buti nalang mabait ang taxi driver na nasakyan mo, I was afraid that I will lose you, France your my strength, hindi ko alam kung paano pa ko uusad kapag nawala ka "
" R..Ring " she can't talk properly because of the oxygen mask that she have.
" The driver give it to me "
" M..Mom s..top cr...crying "
Ngumit naman ito ay tumango sa kanya. Kinuha nito ang kamay niya at hinalika. She wearing an ICU visitor gown. Mukhang nasa ICU siya.
" I will ok mom will find a donor, I will do everything to cure you France, you will live your life longer than I am, ikaw ang maglilibing sa akin France at hindi ako ang maglilibing sa iyo dahil iyon ang dapat magulang ang dapat na nauuna when they know that their beloved child is in the good hand "
Tumayo ito at hinalikan siya sa noo. Her mom always do that. Simula bata siya ay ganon na ang ginagawa sa kanya ng mommy niya. She love to kiss her on her forehead.
" M..Mom I l..love y..you "
" I know France I know and I will always love you Darling my beloved child "
Kinuha nitong muli ang kamay niya at hinawakan ito. Hinahaplos din nito ang buhok niya. She can see the love in her mom's eyes it glowing with love, it's full of love for her and that love will never fade away kahit na tumanda siya o kahit na mawala siya her mom's love will always remain in her heart.
" M..Mom t..thank y..you "
That the only thing that she can say. She's tired in giving some false hope for her. She's tired but she's fighting for her mom but if she want her to let go she will do that whole heartedly dahil ok na sa kanya ang malaman na minahal talaga siya ni Dave. That Dave loves her and believe on her kahit na bigla nalang siyang nawala. That's the only thing she want to know and she will just say sorry to Elise when they meet again dahil hindi na niya kayang alagaan si Dave at Triton. She will leave happily just say it mom say it.
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