365 DAYS TO LOVE ( FILIPINO )

CHAPTER 2

Days past by like a rigid wind...

" Darling " tawag ng mommy niya sa kanya. She's laying in her hospital bed while her mom is sitting beside it.

" I want to ask him why mom?" I want to cry but I know I can't I need to control my emotion.

" He have the reason Darling we believe in miracle " pagpapalakas ng loob ng mommy niya sa kanya.

Miracle how can I believe in that. I just woke up from a another attack and the doctor just announce that my heart can't make it..

He don't know if I can live more than one year now.

How can I stay focus if someone telling on my face that I can just live for just 365 days..

I want to ask God, what's wrong with me, I'm a good daughter I always go to church and pray to him then why, why I'm experiencing this thing..

" Darling we can pray and pray miracle will happen just believe in him "

Ngumiti siya sa mommy niya at hinawakan ang kamay nitong nasa pisngi na niya. She know that she's also tired.

" I want to go home mom I want to spend my days with him can I " tanong niya rito.

Ilang taon na rin siyang nasa hospital. Three years already past.

Awang awa siya sa mommy niya ng tuluyan ng pumatak ang luha nito. Alam niyang hindi lang siya ang nasasaktan, alam niyang kagaya niya ay lumalaban din ang mga ito para sa kanya.

" Darling you need to stay here "

" Mom hindi na ko gagaling right, I just want to spend my days with him ilang taon na rin ang sinayang namin I want to be with him "

Pinunasan niya ang luhang pumatak sa mga mata ng mommy niya. She's tired but she need to fight. She want to see him and be with him.

Dave is her life. Ito at ang magulang niya ang dahilan kung bakit lumalaban pa siya.

" Darling listen tatlong taon na ang lumipas and everything already change "

" Pero si Dave hindi may tiwala ako sa kanya, he loves me mom and he will wait for me " pursigidong sambit niya rito.

" Believe in me mom, believe in me and the love that Dave have to me "

Napahinga nalang ito ng malalim. She keep crying in front of her.

" Mom please I want to leave this place I want to stay with him, I want to see him please mom " pagmamakaawa na niya.

She really miss Dave ilang araw nya na itong napapanaginipan.

Dave keep on telling her that she need to go home and that home is him. She need to go back to his arms.

" I will talk to your doctor but I can't promise you that I can make it "

" I know you can mom you love me "

Napayuko ito at napahilamos nalang sa sarili nitong mukha. Punong puno ng luha ang mukha ng mommy niya and she still keep crying.

" I love you Darling and I will always stay beside you " hirap na hirap na sambit nito sa kanya.

" I love you too mom I will always love you and I will always be your princess"

Tumayo ito at yumuko para halikan siya sa noo. She have an oxygen support for her breath.

Nahihirapan pa siyang huminga but she need to be strong. Kaylangan niyang umayos para makaalis siya rito.

" I already talk to the doctor he told me that the operation is possible but we need to have a donor for that "

Pagpapatuloy ng mommy niya bumalik ito sa pagkakaupo sa pwesto nito. Sinusubukan talaga nitong baguhin ang isip niya but she will never change her mind she want to go home. She want to be with him.

" Mom I'm tired of waiting last year akala ko aayos na ko akala ko makakauwi na ko but I have another attack again and until now hindi pa rin ako nakakaalis dito I want to go home now mom "

" Darling "

" You can't change my mind mom I will go home and please let me go home "

Pumikit uli ito at awang awa nakatingin nalang sa kanya.

" I need to tell you this I keep it for you in one year because I know you can't stand it but you need to know "

Nakapikit lang ito at hindi tumitingin sa kanya. Huminga muna ito ng malalim bago nagmulat ng mata. Patuloy pa rin ang pagagos ng masagana nitong luha.

" Listen Darling Dave is not waiting for you " diretsong sambit nito sa kanya.

Napakunot naman ang noo niya pilit niyang pinipigilan ang emotion niya.To much emotion can harm her.

" Your kidding mom please you can't change my mind "

" I'm not I wish I am but I'm not he's not waiting for you Darling three years already past and everything change including Dave "

Napalunok nalang siya and she keep thinking that everything that she said is a lie. Nagsisinungaling lang ang mommy niya.

" I will never believe you mom I want to see it with my own two eyes, I want to go home and I want to stay with him kahit na ayaw nya na kong makita this is my last wish mom "

Seryosong sambit niya rito and her mom cry out loud again. She know ayaw nitong pag-usapan ang tungkol sa buhay na meron siya but she already know she can't feel it kahit siya pagod na pagod na, pagod na siya at kung totoo ang sinasabi ng mommy niya. She want to see it.

Gusto niyang makita na masaya si Dave. Gusto niyang makitang magiging masaya ito kahit wala siya dahil ang kaligayahan ni Dave ang mahalaga sa kanya. Ayaw niya itong makitang nalulungkot sa pagkawala niya. Gusto niya itong makitang masaya at bumuo ng isang pamilya kagaya ng pangarap nila kahit na hindi na siya ang magiging ina ng mga anak nito ang importante ay naging bahagi siya ng buhay nito and she will treasure that memories until her last day in this world.