I knew Jacob was confused, so was i. the minute he came to me when I was surrounded by all these men, he truly cared for me and wanted to do nothing but protect me, but I couldn't bring myself to tell him anything. I just didn't know how. I knew what he was about to ask me, I didn't want to answer anything, I got into the litter to head back to the castle. maybe the ride back could help me comprehend what happened, how to put it in words.
Who he is..
I couldn't speak to Jacob when we got to the castle. I pretended to be distracted with whatever Richard was on about and surrounded myself with the people of the court that greeted me as I entered the royal court, just as distant from him as possible. I caught a glimpse of his confused face, worried. but I just didn't know what to do.
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