"I'm a shithead." I plopped on the couch, holding my burning cheek. Maybe I deserved that slap from Frances. What have I been doing? How can I betray the one person who has been so good to me all this time?
I used to have so much self-control and was someone who wouldn't act rashly based on my emotions. My complete lack of restraint is ruining my life. How does one get rid of such a fundamental flaw?
Do I want to step out of my current relationship? Is that what this is about? I guess it's too late to put everyone in a compromising position. That's why Frances was so cold to me today, she's handling this more maturely than I am.
I don't deserve anyone. I will rot in hell.
I gave myself a pep talk and after a few minutes I received a call from Alex. She wanted to discuss something, so w
