"Whatever, do what you want. I need to go." Lydia said.
Then she walked out of the office. Just like that. Like I hadn't just said that I wasn't going anywhere. Like I hadn't even said anything.
I have to keep in mind all the things I've done to Lydia. Of course, she doesn't trust me. I have to be patient while I prove to her that I won't leave. It's just...
I can feel all of Lydia's pain. She still hasn't put a wall up between us. I'm not sure if she even knows how to, or realizes that I can feel everything she feels. I don't want to tell her either. I don't want her to close off from me.
Lydia is in so much pain. It's overflowing from her. Her heart is completely shattered. I know a lot of it has to do with me. I'm Lydia's mate. The things I did were... f***k, I would have been heart
