Ocean couldn't say a word, after hearing all these from him. This is what he was trying to avoid and now this. How should he reply to this question, Ethan just asked him. He didn't want to date Ethan, this isn't what he wanted and he knew that, so why was he being so tough huh. This was what he dreaded the most and he was already regretting it, he still couldn't believe this. He knew he shouldn't be allowing Ethan into his life, but why was he trying to force his way? He had already told him about this, he is still being obstinate "Now what do you want me to do,' he inquired. Oh, s**t! That wasn't what he wanted to say to him, he didn't mean that but it just came out of his mouth. He didn't mean it at all and he couldn't describe it. Why do those words come out of his mouth, this stupid

