Besides, we were strangers, to begin with anyway, why should he trust me when he barely knows me and I keep forgetting the fact that we only met each other once which has had its huge impact on my life... Shawna got betrayed by her best friend and a lover. For the past couple of months, I haven't talked to Makai. I don't think he knows what has been going on or maybe probably knows but doesn't have the time to call or to know what actually happened and Ryan did something awful though. My mother was disappointed, I don't know, I just don't want to judge because I don't want it to seem like I'm assuming things, but I'm kind of wondering what if Makai finds out what I am, will he still want to be my best friend Will he still wants to be the best friend that I know? I never knew that a day

