I ran downstairs as Ryan kept following me all over the place without giving me some damn pretty space and what am I supposed to say to him now.
This is all my fault, I shouldn't have started all this, I shouldn't have done it and now, see what I've gotten myself into. What am I supposed to say to all this after everything that I've done? Ryan won't stop pestering me to tell him about what Shawna was talking about and what she was threatening me with. I know what she wants to say and she wants to use that to her advantage to get rid of me, so that Ryan can go back to her, so that's the plan now, right to push me aside, so she could be with Ryan.
Do I still deserve to be happy? After everything that I've done in the past.
Do I deserve it?
"Ronnie, you haven't answered my question, I'm
