After all, he caused all this for himself. If he had followed what his heart wanted, then he wouldn't be facing this issue. Instead, he dated her to make him forget about his sexuality and used to pass time and to satisfy his s****l urges.
Deep down, he never felt truly happy, he denied himself what he wanted and it serves him right anyway.
He was happy with Ronnie and always happy with Ronnie, don't get him wrong. Ronnie made him accept himself for who he was, he made him feel different and special. He couldn't leave without him, he was a good and caring person. He always cared about him so much. It was more like, he fell in love with you but there's nothing he could do about it, what else and sometimes human beings can't control how they feel, they just had to let it out and that is
