Nevertheless, he suspected Ryan too, but he was dating Shawna and being all lovey-dovey and simply thought that maybe, he was overreacting and brushed off the thought away from his head. It's quite hilarious, how three best of friends ended up not straight and still stayed together and even though, he wondered how he made friends with his best friends who turned gay. At that same time, he didn't want to end up like them and refused to admit that he was one of them and to the extent of completely being in denial with himself.
Yes, of course he was in complete denial and refused to admit his sexuality.
There were times, he noticed that he was getting attracted to young boys a lot and whenever he saw them, he gets a hard b***r and memories of he f****d that high school boy and begins to fe
