We meet Again

HE DISAPPEARED

I couldn't take my gaze away from him. He was so beautiful that I sometimes feel a lust for him, more like a longing for him, and there is nothing I can do about it. Makai and I kept staring at him because he was handsome and seeing him sitting down reading a book in the library made us happy, but there was something wrong. I noticed the girls beginning to walk away from him one by one. They appear depressed; I assume he rejected their proposal this time. He accepts them at times and rejects them at others.

But he seems sad today, so sad. It was the same thing even yesterday. Then I heard the electric bell ring, which meant it was time for class. Makai groaned and began complaining about how tired he was of class, but I ignored him and dragged him along. He wouldn't be tired if he was meeting girls. I started hearing rumors about Ethan after that day. When I arrived at school carrying my bag, I saw Shawna licking some ice cream and when she saw me, she quickly hugged me and giggled. The ice cream in her hand almost poured into my uniform.

"Hi, Shawna. Your ice cream,' I said, and she quickly wiped it away with her napkin. Doesn't she always eat ice cream in the morning, having a tooth ache?

"I'm sorry about that," she said.

"Eating ice cream first thing in the morning isn't good for you, young lady." I said as I set my bag down on the table.

"I don't care if it's unhealthy. To me, it is, and I enjoy feeling cold while licking ice cream because it is so refreshing.' She emphasized the final word. "Come on, man. You can give it a shot; you might end up liking it more than I do...'

"Don't worry, I'll pass," I conceded. I know if I don't stop her now, she'll keep talking and trying to persuade me to lick some ice cream that I don't want to.

"What's the deal with the school being so loud today?" I was intrigued; after all, she will be aware of what is going on. It is her responsibility to be aware of this. She's inquisitive and a bit of a detective. She always wants to know everything, which makes me wonder how she knows so much. Even if she doesn't have many friends, only a few. She knows everything, and most boys like her and want to ask her out. Before she goes out with them, she already knows their story and their weaknesses, as well as how to use and counter them.

What a smart girl.

"Some rumors have it that he sleeps with different types of girls,' she almost whispered.

"And...that's ... that's normal and besides we all know he moves around with them. So, what's the big deal?' I thought out loud and stared at her.

"It's getting worse,' she said and took a spoon and licked the ice cream on the spoon.

"How is it getting worse,'' I asked.

"His parents have just gotten divorced recently,' she said.

"What!!! Why, what happened?'

"According to what I've heard, his parents said they weren't getting along and started fighting all day, and they recently agreed on a divorce, which is affecting Ethan. And they both bought a new house for him to live in after the divorce and went their separate ways?' She shrugged and continued humming while eating her ice cream.

Why will that happen, and why will they do that to him, it's not fair. Why would they want to do this to their only son? Couldn't they have come up with a different solution instead of hurting their own son? What is wrong with some parents nowadays? Why have a child if you don't know how to take care of it. What could have compelled his parents to do such a thing to him? They didn't even consider him at all and they just thought of themselves.' I was getting angry, their attitude is so annoying.

"Well, they wanted to go their separate ways and that's what they did. Since then, he's been bringing more girls into his home, going to different types of clubs and that was why one of the girls was crying this morning.' She shrugged.

"Crying?' I asked.

"Yep? She thought Ethan was dating her and when she got to his house to pay him a visit. She saw a stranger in his bed and According to her, they were both having sex.' She rolled her eyes at what she was saying and finally finished her ice cream.

"Why is he behaving this way,' I still thought out loud.

"And, that f*****g serves him right,' Makai came out from nowhere and sat down on the table opposite shawna and Ryan came in as well.

"Huh?'

"Exactly. He was always coming to school, behaving all high and mighty. As if he was better than the rest of us, his parents were so rich and he thought they were so f*****g perfect.' Makai scoffed and rolled his eyes.

"Listen, you shouldn't say some things like that about him and besides he is...'

"He's a f*****g asshole. A loser. Just because his parents just got divorced doesn't mean, everyone should have to suffer for it and besides his parents are not the first person getting divorced in the first place,' he mocked and folded his legs.

"Don't call him that. I don't like you calling him, all sorts of names, he is just in pain and nothing more.' I defended him.

"He's in pain, doesn't mean he should inflict his pain on others. Why are you always defending him, anyway? You got something on him or he got something on you, I still don't get it, why do you always defend him?' He almost shouted at me.

"I don't always defend him, I'm just saying the right thing and that is not fair at all. Badmouthing him, you don't really know what happened to him,' I almost shouted too.

"That's because, I don't f*****g care,' he replied sarcastically.

"I get it, you're Jealous of him,' I asked.

"Who is talking about being, Jealous here? Who wants to be Jealous of that s**t,' he mockingly laughed.

"Makai,' I yelled at him. That wasn't fair, he wasn't supposed to talk to him like that and it hurts me too and I feel sorry for him and Makai just insulted him.

"I'm out of here, get your head fixed, I can't stand you right now,' he angrily replied. He got down from the table and left the class.

"Makai.' I called him. But, he ignored me.

"I don't see any reason why you guys will be arguing over someone you don't even know and the person doesn't even know you,' Ryan calmly said and went to his seat. Leaving Shawna and I alone.

What he did was not good at all. At least, I get the point, that he is Jealous of him, but, at least, he should have considered how he feels right now.

Maybe, I'm just overreacting.

"And he looked so sad," Shawna said as she rose from her seat at the table and returned to her seat. When I looked up, Mr Carter was entering our classroom, and I guessed it was time for class. Everyone had arranged their chairs and brought their books, and we all knew that if we didn't cooperate quickly, he could decide to leave our class and return whenever he wanted. That is, if we don't know anything, we may fail his exams, and his subjects will have an impact on our grades.

Makai was nowhere to be found after class. Ryan and Shawna were talking and smiling, and I couldn't help but smile seeing them together; perhaps they had feelings for each other and they seemed like a perfect couple. I left the class and went to the library to ask Sandra if book 3 of the book I was reading a month ago was available.

When I got there, it was closed, but I opened it with the extra key Sandra gave me in case she was not around and went inside and closed the door. Then, I searched for the book and I saw Ethan, sitting on his usual chair and looking out the window. I don't know what came over me, I went towards him and stopped and decided to turn back. I'm getting crazy.

"You can come, take a seat. Don't worry about me,' he said. Not even looking back to see if I was still there. As soon as I came to sit down, he got up and kissed me on my lips and his hand went to my waist and then my back.

What is going on, why is he doing this. Ethan Just kissed me and never in a million years did I ever dream that Ethan was going to kiss me. I always thought, the feelings I have for him will always be a unrequited Love.

Then, he whispered in my ear. "Come over to my house and let's continue this,' he seductively said and left a key in my hand and walked outside.

Should I listen to him, I feel down on the floor. I really wanted him, and if I turn him down now, will I ever get another chance, or what if he wants to use me? s**t! I had no idea Ethan was bisexual, but the rumors were true.

I must be insane and naive right now.

I went to his house after school, not thinking about the consequences or what I might face. But, after suffering and asking for directions to his house, I didn't care. When I arrived at his house, I was not expecting a luxurious big mansion. I got inside with the key he gave me, looking around and wondering how only he lived in these mansion, and then I saw him sitting on the sofa almost naked, his crotch visible through his underwear, and I was shocked.

I swallowed, he was hot and he was smelling so nice and cool.

When he looked up, he smiled and came to me and we began kissing so passionately and before I knew it he had unbuckled my trousers. I'd always wanted to do this with him, to give him my virginity and my undivided attention. I didn't care because I wanted him and I love him so much, and maybe doing this will bring us closer together.

"Are you okay with this,' he asked, with his eyes full of want.

I Couldn't resist that. "Ye ..yes,' I answered.

"Is this your first time,' he asked and began kissing my neck.

"Yes,' I answered, as I wrapped my arms around his neck and he kissed me.

He pulled out and said. "Well, I will go gentle with you, then?' He bent down, bringing out my crotch out of my trousers and put it in his mouth.

"Do whatever you want with me, Ethan,' I moaned. We had a great time and it was worth it.

But, after that day, I never saw him again