My mother hasn't called me ever since then, she explained my father's history to me, but I don't know what she thinks of me. Does she hate me and was finding out about my sexuality, that f*****g shocking. I felt bad. It could have been better that way, if she didn't know about it and I would have been able to continue hiding it and not telling anyone about it and it's not like, I will tell anyone about it. I needed someone to talk to, maybe talking to someone will ease whatever worries I'm thinking about or bothered about. I sprayed some perfume and went out of my apartment and locked the door and then, I set out to look for the house that Ethan directed me to and went there after coming out of a taxi. I think it's high time I get my car and stop spending money on taxis, which will be w

