CHAPTER 8 — The Tiger's Question

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He came just past midnight, when even Iris had finally given up trying to convince Luna to sleep and retired to the servants' quarters. Luna heard him before she saw him — the particular restless energy of Draven Ossian never quite managed silence, even when he tried, a kind of contained motion that vibrated through a room before he entered it. "You're not surprised," he said from the doorway, arms crossed, amber-gold eyes catching the candlelight in a way that made them look, for a moment, entirely inhuman. "I've been waiting for you specifically," Luna said. "You're the only one who hasn't come yet." "Why me specifically?" She weighed the honest answer against the kind one, and — as she had decided the moment she woke up in this life — chose honesty, because kindness built on a lie had never once protected her from anything. "Because you're the one I'm most afraid of," she said. "And I wanted to get the fear out of the way before I had to spend seven days walking beside you through the Ashwood Reach." Draven went very still. Whatever he'd expected walking through that door — anger, accusation, the same wary calculation she'd shown the other four — it clearly wasn't that. "Afraid of me," he repeated slowly. "Why." "Because in the life I remember," Luna said, holding his gaze steady even as her pulse climbed, "you're the one who killed me. Not metaphorically. Not through silence or manipulation or betrayal, the way the others did it. Your claws. My chest. The very last thing I ever felt." The candlelight flickered. Draven's hands, at his sides, curled into fists so tight she could see the tendons stand out along his forearms, and for one terrible second she genuinely didn't know which way this would break — toward the rage she remembered, or something else entirely. "You're lying," he said, but it came out rough, uncertain, a boy's voice underneath a young lord's posture. "I'm not." "I would never—" He stopped. Started again. "I've never hurt anyone who didn't attack me first. Never. I would remember that. I would know if I—" "You didn't mean to," Luna said, softer now, because whatever else was true about Draven Ossian, the horror on his face in this moment was not performance. "That's the part I understand now that I didn't understand while it was happening. You didn't wake up one day and decide to become a monster. It built for ten years, one small cruelty at a time, from all five of you, until the pressure had nowhere left to go except through your claws. I don't think you ever fully understood what you'd done until it was already done." "Then how do I stop it?" His voice cracked on the question, raw and young and terrified in a way none of the others had let her see yet. "If it's not one choice — if it's ten years of small ones — how does a man even know which choice is the one that matters?" Luna studied him for a long moment — this restless, volatile, barely-formed version of the man who would one day end her life, standing in her doorway at midnight, asking the only question that had ever actually mattered. "I don't know," she admitted. "I've never lived this part before. But I think it starts with the fact that you just asked me instead of assuming you already knew the answer. None of the others managed that today. Not even close." Something in Draven's face shifted — not calm, exactly, because she suspected calm was not a country this particular husband would ever fully live in. But something that looked, for the first time, like a young man deciding, in real time, to be afraid of the right thing. "Seven days," he said quietly. "Starting in six." "Yes." "Then I have six days to figure out which choices matter," he said, "before the part where it starts counting." He turned to go, then stopped in the doorway, looking back at her with an expression she couldn't fully name. "For what it's worth — whatever I become on that journey, Luna. I'd rather know now than find out the same way you did." He left before she could answer, and Luna sat alone in the candlelight for a long time afterward, listening to her own heartbeat and wondering — for the first time since she'd woken up in a body that hadn't been stabbed — whether she had just witnessed the beginning of the same man who would kill her, or the beginning of the one man who might actually manage not to.
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