Meredith POV I’ve imagined everything that could ever possibly go wrong, but I have never imagined losing my daughter or my mind. With every step I take in this now empty house I realise I lost everything, everything that I have been working so hard for. I feel like a ghost in my own body. Everything feels s unreal like this is a nightmare I will wake up from and I will walk into Anna’s room and there she’ll be on her phone or studying, I never imagined walking into her room and all I feel is cold, and sadness. It’s been a week since the accident and I don’t remember much of the day because I have been sedated and only woke up two days later mentally and physically drained. I have cried out all my tears, yet I’m still crying. I went to Jessy and Andy’s house and gave them the news.

