Still with you.
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Y/n's P.O.V.
"It's been 2 hours and you are still staring at me, can I know the reason for that so I can stare at myself too ?"-I asked him getting annoyed of his stares .
"Why are you not crying ?"
"There's no way I'm going to cry over a boy. plus I have already commented on his post and as you can see I'm fine"
"But he was your best friend you should be sad for all this "
"No I should be happy that my best friend got someone far better than me and you better not pollute my mind"
Okay you people might be curious to know what did I commented.
Well I simply commented -
"You were stupid enough to leave me, and I'm smart enough to let you go"
I am happy for my best friend and ex but deep down my heart wonders why do people always leave me, am I that bad.
"You should be thanking me right now."-RM said in a casual manner .
"No I'm going somewhere I need to go."
"And where I may ask ?"
"None of your business ."
"Can I follow you ?"
"No you better not, don't even get the thought to follow me or else I will make sure to lock you here"-I said warningly. Yes I can lock him Right now I don't want anyone to follow me I want some peace.
And with that I come out of the studio walking on a straight path. It's beautiful outside, I haven't been to the place for some weeks due to work but now nothing is gonna stop me.
I discovered this place while I was finding my way back home one day.
I sat on a rock with my back resting on a tree just behind it.
It's calm here I admired the scene and started talking to myself a bit louder though.
"I hate myself. People always leave me. Am I that bad ?"
"This world is so weird they don't value good people. God just tell my why did you saved me that day?? It would be better if I had died "
"There's no way I'm gonna cry for a boy but it hurts to think that I was not good enough to go with him in his journey of life"
"Gosh girl you are so thoughtful"- a sudden voice behind me made me jump
"I told you not to follow me- you still came ???"
And with that I just got up from my place and started to walk away but his hand grabbed me to stop me, I glared at him with a 'what ???' look.
"I was here to calm down if you would be crying lonely for that boy."
"How many times should I say I'm not going to cry over a boy."-I said annoyed.
"Yes , I know I was thinking if you would cry over the second thing you said , people leaving me. I was bit confused about what you said after it. But now I'm here you can cry all you want I will simply let you."
With that he hugged me, I hugged him back and let the tears fall down.
"I ...love to be alone... but...sometimes it hurts...People around me always leave me ...Am I ...that bad ... First my mom...then friends and now this ...I should've died earlier that would be best you know"-I said between sobs I could not hold it inside any longer
"Shh it's good you are alive you know. I'm here for you I will never leave you"- he said but it was inaudible for me as I was sobbing.
I stopped crying after a few minutes, but I still hugged him. I admit its a rare chance to get to hug your idol and I'm not gonna let it go simply.
"If you want I can hug you like this everytime you know I'm not going anywhere after all we are studiomates " and here we go again.
I let go of him my face hot and eyes red "Let's sit here for a while then we can go back "-I suggested him completely ignoring his previous comment
"Seems like a great idea "- RM smiled with dimples on his cheeks.
I can die right here. He's so cute.
We sat there for about an hour simply admiring the view in front of us, It's gonna be late, Alan would probably get worried.
"Let's go home."- I said.
He smiled -"Okay "
"How about we make a run for it? Whoever will be the last has to-"- I paused
"Has to kiss the second person on cheeks everyday for 2 weeks"
That's dumb, but still okay atleast my first kiss will be safe,"
"Let's go!"
"Let's go!"
You get it people. I was fast, I have always practiced after all I'm good at physical fitness workouts and all.
A/N- Y/N will you stop bragging now I have to complete the story.
So... Y/n won...Guess what she has to get kiss on her cheek everyday for whatever time it was
Time skip.
A/n.
Lemme tell ya all-
Y/n , RM and Jin were working on their song Awake remix, they made it right with a good video of Walkers and A.R.M.Y.'s world, song was hit in two days of its release since Y/n was famous, comments full of appreciation of her looks and vocals posted.
Y/n and RM had cute and funny moments, and somewhat jealous RM moments too. It was unknown for Y/n and Y/n really couldn't figure .
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