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I sat quietly hugging my bunny plushie.
"I'm sorry Y/n I shouldn't have behaved rude to you."-RM apologized.
I sighed looking at my bandaged hand before speaking, "I am sorry instead. I was desperately missing Alan. I didn't intended to throw a fit of temper, but I had to vent my anger on something."
"Still it was me, your hand is suffering because of me. I'm sorry."
"My hand is okay, it's the mirror which suffered. "I laughed half-heartedly, then continued-"You don't have to be sorry, just let me meet Alan once."
"You are clever."- Jin commented.
I gave him- Shut the f**k up ' look.
RM sighed and spoke finally-"Fine I'll convince him to meet you. Okay. But if he denies promise me you won't hurt yourself like this."
"He won't deny but I still promise."-I smiled having made the promise.
Next day~
Wow I can finally see Alan. I missed him a lot. We both enter his studio, which had a sad kinda aura here. I saw Alan sitting on his usual chair, not even stood up, what the hell is wrong with him ?
I looked at RM and stopped, he mirrored my actions. I finally spoke-
"Thanks RM. Can I have a little privacy now please."-I asked as sweetly as possible, I know he was the one to help me after all. He nodded and left.
"Hi bro! How are you.?"-I asked cheerfully.
"Fine. What are you doing here?"
Was that supposed to be the question here-?
"I came to meet you of course! "-I stated as a matter-of-fact.
He sighed, "Okay I have decided you are not going out of house, meeting anyone or even coming to studio and not to mention you cannot meet me for the time being."-his voice had pain, his face masked, which was unusual, not to mention he had worn his long sleeved shirt in hot summer, is he okay ? I questioned myself, still trying to take in what he just said.
"Why ? It is like locked in . I haven't done anything and besides this you know I hate getting f*******n to go anywhere."- I tried to push away the memories coming into my mind right now.
"That's why I didn't wanted to meet you and tell you this. I should've told RM to tell this to you. Listen Y/N "-his voice was serious one I had never heard it-"I have decided this, you are not going to disobey me. You can leave now."
What he said simply. WTF is wrong with him.
"Alan is something wrong? you can tell me."-I got worried now . Why would he decide this all of a sudden.
"Can't you hear me. I said you can leave I have made my decision."-his voice raised a bit.
"I can't . "-I spoke a little loud with anger and disbelief clear in my voice-"Do you f**king know how much do I miss you, how much have I cried and bled just to meet you, and you are simply saying Leave."-I reached out my hand for his shoulder and held it a bit shaking him, he winced a little.
"What are you hiding Alan Walker"-at this point I lost all my patience-"Are you too going to abandon me now like my mom did ?"-I asked in fear and anger.
"Y/n"-he said his voice filled with anger now-" You are going to obey me, go home, and don't go anywhere else"
"But Alan..."-I was now on a verge of crying.
"I said just leave"-he yelled now. I stood up and left, without saying anything.
Little did I know what was the reason behind all this.
I walked out, RM stood there, he looked at me, my face gave off the idea that conversation didn't went well.
We walked back to home in silence.
No one was home. "Where did they all go ? Wait I will call Jin"-RM said and I nodded in response.
I was feeling better but not really better.
O.T.P.~
"Hyung where are you all?"
"Well seeing that you and Y/n were out, we also felt boring and so we all decided to go out to freshen up a bit."
"Oh Okay hyung"
"Have fun both of you! Just don't do something too much for fun."-Jin said mischievously, our eyes went wide and I laughed at our own reaction.
"JIN ! Once you come home I will just kill you"- I replied on phone.
"Okay guys...."-I cut the call before he could reply any further.
"So ?"-RM said blushing.
I gave him a confused look.
"So ! I was thinking that we too should go out."
I still had same expression
"No I'm not asking for date. I mean I want to eat ice-cream and maybe that can lift your mood"- He said shyly.
I chuckled at his shyness-"I was not thinking of this as a date, but let's go"
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