"She loved that song" he told me: "She liked it a lot.” I said nothing and let him talk. "Sometimes, I feel like this isn't real. Like all of a sudden, she's going to walk through the door of the Caravan. Or like she's waiting for us at home. I sleep, but I don't rest. With the image of her death in my head every night... Carlos preferred to die rather than convert... Would she have converted?” "I don't think so" I was about to say, but that would have involved mentioning that the girl was probably eaten alive. "I couldn't save her, or even kill her and spare her suffering. I couldn't do anything.” "There was nothing to do" was all I managed to say. "I miss her so much" the boy said with a lump in his throat. I couldn't help but feel a strong pang in my chest too. I put my arm

