Chapter 10

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Winter came hard that year. The Shade-Wolves didn’t attack again—not immediately. They pulled back into the deepest wastes, beyond even the boundary stones, and licked their wounds. But we knew they were out there. Every night, the howling rose from the darkness. Every morning, we found tracks at the edge of our territory. Testing. Waiting. The coalition became an alliance. Not just for war—for survival. Packs that had been enemies for generations set aside their grudges. The council was restructured, its old corrupt elders purged, its records opened and its tributes ended. Ragna became the new head of the assembly, and her first act was to recognize Lorcan’s pack as a sovereign territory with full rights to the northern boundary. We were building something new. Something fragile. And I was terrified it would break. “You’re brooding.” Sable limped into the longhouse, her missing leg replaced by a prosthetic one of Lorcan’s pack had carved from whalebone. She was walking better every day. Running better every day. “Thorne says brooding is bad for the pups.” “I’m not brooding. I’m strategizing.” “You’re staring at a map and frowning. That’s brooding.” She climbed onto the bench beside me. Her blue eyes were as bright as they’d been the night we first met. “What are you strategizing about?” “The southern packs. Some of them still won’t join the alliance. They think the Shade-Wolves are a northern problem. They think if they just ignore it, it’ll go away.” “Will it?” “No.” I pushed the map away. “It’ll get worse. The Alpha’s last words—about the pact being broken—the Shade-Wolves were contained by something. A seal. A lock. Lorcan broke it when he killed the gatekeeper. Now they’re free to spread beyond the wastes.” I looked at Sable. “If we can’t unite the packs before they make their next move, we’re going to lose a lot of wolves.” “Then we’ll make them listen.” “How? We’ve tried everything. Diplomacy. Threats. Proof.” Sable was quiet for a moment. Then she said, “You made Ronan listen. When he was blocking the pass. You told him about me. You made him care.” “That was different.” “Why? Because he was just one wolf?” She c****d her head. “Maybe the southern packs are just a bunch of single wolves. Maybe you need to tell them something that makes them care too.” I stared at her. The pup who should have died. The pup who’d almost been culled for the color of her eyes. “When did you get so wise?” I asked. “Probably when I lost my leg. Makes you think about things.” She hopped off the bench. “I’m going to help with the evening hunt. My nose still works even if my leg doesn’t.” She limped out of the longhouse, tail wagging. I watched her go, and something in my chest cracked open. We’d saved one pup. Maybe that was enough. Maybe that was a start. Lorcan found me on the northern ridge that night. The same ridge where he’d kissed me before the assembly. The same ridge where everything had changed. “Sable said you were brooding.” He sat beside me, close enough that our shoulders touched. “Sable needs to stop reporting on my every movement.” “She’s protective. You’re pack.” He looked out at the wastes. “I heard what you told her. About the southern packs.” “They won’t listen. I don’t know how to make them listen.” “You will.” He turned to me. “You made me listen. You made this whole territory listen. You came here with nothing but fury and a broken bond-imprint, and you built an alliance out of wolves who’d never trusted anyone.” His voice softened. “You’re a Roselli. You don’t let go of things.” “You keep saying that.” “Because it’s true.” He took my hand. “And because I need it to be true. The Shade-Wolves are regrouping. The pact is broken. Whatever’s coming next—I can’t face it alone. I don’t want to.” I turned to him. The moonlight caught the scars on his face, the silver in his eyes. The taint was still in his scar, but it hadn’t spread. Maybe it would never spread. Maybe his body had learned to live with it the way all survivors learn to live with their damage. “You’re not alone,” I said. “You haven’t been since Blood Moon.” “I know.” He reached up. Cupped my face. His palm was warm and rough. “But I want more than alliance. I want more than territory. I want you, Fianna. Not as a political partner. Not as a mate of convenience. As my mate. My real mate. If you’ll have me.” My heart stopped. Then started again, faster. “You said you couldn’t take a mate. Your scar—” “My scar is what it is. But it’s been five winters. Maybe it’s time to stop letting an old wound decide my future.” He pressed his forehead to mine. “You make me want to try. You make me want to be whole. Whatever that looks like.” I thought about Kael. About three years of waiting, bleeding, making myself small. About the bond-imprint that had nearly destroyed me. About the c***k that had opened in my chest on Blood Moon and never fully closed. Maybe it was time to stop letting an old wound decide my future, too. “Yes,” I said. “I’ll have you.” He kissed me. Deep and slow and certain. Not like Kael, who’d always kissed like he was asking for something. This was a kiss that gave. A kiss that promised. A kiss that said, I see you. I choose you. I will never make you small. When we pulled apart, the moon was high and the wastes were silent. No howling. No tracks. Just the quiet of a world holding its breath. “What happens now?” I asked. “Now?” He stood. Pulled me up beside him. “Now we tell the pack. And then we start planning the mate-bond ceremony. Full hunt, full howl, everything you wanted. Everything I promised.” He smiled, and it was the smile of a wolf who’d been waiting a long time to bite. “I’m not Kael. I don’t make promises I don’t keep.” “I know.” I looked out at the wastes. At the darkness beyond the boundary stones. At the future that was waiting for us—full of war and uncertainty and things that went bump in the night. And I wasn’t afraid. Because I wasn’t waiting anymore. I wasn’t bleeding for wolves who wouldn’t bleed for me. I wasn’t making myself small so that others could feel large. I was Fianna Roselli. Granddaughter of Aldith. Heir to a legacy of claws and fury and the unyielding refusal to break. I’d come to the northern wastes as a runaway bride with a cracked bond-imprint and nothing to lose. I’d found a pack. A purpose. A mate who saw me as an equal, not a trophy. And whatever came through the darkness next—Shade-Wolves or council wars or the end of everything I knew—I would face it with teeth bared and heart blazing. Roselli women survived. Roselli women fought back. Roselli women did not go quietly. I lifted my chin. Let my wolf rise, just enough to gleam in my eyes. “Let them come,” I said. “Whatever’s out there. Whatever broke loose when the pact shattered. Let them come.” Lorcan’s hand found mine. His grip was steady. His silver eyes reflected the moon. “Together,” he said. “Together.” Behind us, the pack was beginning the evening howl. Dozens of voices, mismatched and wild and utterly beautiful. The song of wolves who had been thrown away. The song of wolves who had survived. The song of home. - The northern wastes still howl at night. Travelers say the howling isn’t just the wind. That something moves in the darkness beyond the boundary stones. Something old. Something hungry. Something that has been waiting for a very long time. But they also say the White Wolf still walks the ridge at moonrise. Her mate at her side. Her pack behind her. Her teeth bared against the dark. They say she’s not afraid. They say she’s never been afraid. And they say if you listen closely on the nights when the moon is full and red, you can hear her grandmother’s voice on the wind, whispering the words that have carried the Roselli bloodline through a thousand winters of war and loss and survival. Choose your own pack. Fight your own battles. Bleed for no one who won’t bleed for you. And never, ever stop running.
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