As my friend went to her room...and as she slept. her memories kept play threw my head. over and over again...it was very annoying...
there was just to much in that head of hers...it was annoying because it was all of jesus...
mostly like listening to his music, singing to God to the point where she fell even more in love with them. she even thought she was singing to people world wide. well ghost really.
her memorie of walking into a book store and a book rack that spins. spined on its own.
then a plate moved on her. after that a fan moved up and down...
she met mark anthoney a Roman king...
then she met tunes more people...
marry queen of scott, the six queens of hennery the eighth..
she met them threw there movies...
or talked to them a ghost dector.
id be scared if i was her..
she was watching a tv series known as baby daddy...that was a comedy.
she loved that show...
but people came threw the actor and talked to her....
the same happened to all the movies or tv series...
she told an older lady of her experiences..
i guess she found her when i left. because she mever mentioned to me about her. while i was still here..
i sighed...
i thought that this crap was crazy...
but looking what happened to me was to..
i shook my head a couple of times...
i drank some pop...
thank God they had it some in isreal...
i started thinking of some things...
but then another memorie showed seeing jesus pictures for the first time from heaven is for real.
then finding the others pictures that the painter painted. her painting was a gift from heaven.
or so what she was told.
i rubbed my head...
i watched how Crystal went back and fourth of puting jesus picture on her phone.
i rolled my eyes of this.
i see why she did it though...
i seen she had small conversations with him threw his picture.
his eyes would move...or eybrows.
another memory showed me that there was a time with crystals brother. him and his girlfrend and him where fighting and crystal couldn't take it. so she quietly ended up picturing jesus there like he was spying on them. she did it to comfort herself...
there was more...so much more to the point where im surprised it didnt make her go crazy or a werido..
i sighed. this is going to be one tough cookie.
my mind went silent then.. thank God.
we got to find her soulmate i thought...
and do it in two weeks..
i was thinking this may be impossible...
i sighed as i looked over the city.
i was on the balcony in me and luis room that ark got for us..
luis came out and was drinking a cup of coffee...he kissed my head. he knew this was going to be hard to.
"i dont know what to do?" i whispered to him. he leaned into me.
" they gave us two weeks to figure this out. and two weeks for her to find that guy.!" i stated.
" just take your time hun. that's why jesus gave you her memories.!" he said in my ear. i shivered. but i nodded.
" but im woundering when did crystal thought about dating him?" i said...out of know where..a little more of crystals thoughts came threw...
it broke crystals heart thinking of why she couldn't date him and why she cherished him. one because of his church, his people , his pastors. his words. she knew when thinking of this its not ment for him to date anyone. but shed never get in the way if he did. bit she knew people would...
so she had to put in her mind everytime she wanted to date jesus. he couldn't date him. and that he couldn't marie cause of the peoples faith. plus him holy and no sin.
i looked at luis.
i sighed..." shes hurt...very hurt. but is still trying to hope for the right one.!"
i gave her credit for that. she been fighting like a lion...luis kissed my head again.
"three years she fought this!" i whispered.
" even when she dated the men. "
luis nodded.
so here the question for myself... when did schizophrenia stop to the point of reality. thats what shes working on. poor girl. she right about one thing men are asshats. i laughed at the word asshats. to funny.
another memory popped up..
red rivers, lakes, and pounds.then Moses's and his family. then how she met rames thru the movie. and how she seen angels and they interact with her. im thinking God what have u done to this girl.
i herd a chuckle.
i hope yr not toying with her.
jesus popped up and smiled. well.... someone is happy.
he didnt say anything just smiled and left.
a few hour later i fell a sleep in luise arms.
we had our own room.. it was peaceful. then i started dreaming of a guy named liam. it didn't turn out to good. liam was the guy she fell madly im love with...
memories of her first kiss to have intercourse with him...
crystal was crying...
then jesus intervened in ctystals dream
they laughed and talked. just like they where best friends.they never kissed or hold hands. crystal was just asking lot of questions. questions she wanted answered. it took for ever it seemed like. but jesus was patient. she was happy. that i could see. she smiled and blushed.
i got to thinking at this moment if jesus choses a wife. i pray if it ever happens. I pray to God it ain't crystal.
i looked at a memorey. crystal was starting to love people even if she didn't want to. she didn't like it. love your enemies do good to those who hurt you..
i layed there and asked...jesus....Do u love her?